in seeing that he was (at a certain period) a fool,
he had come to discern that of which his friends had
always been aware. Of course, early interests
do not always die out. You remember Dr. Chalmers,
and the ridiculous exhibition about the wretched little
likeness of an early sweetheart, not seen for forty
years, and long since in her grave. You remember
the singular way in which he signified his remembrance
of her, in his famous and honored age. I don’t
mean the crying, nor the walking up and down the garden-walk
calling her by fine names. I mean the taking out
his card: not his
carte; you could understand
that: but his visiting-card bearing his
name, and sticking it behind the portrait with two
wafers. Probably it pleased him to do so; and
assuredly it did harm to no one else. And we
have all heard of the like things. Early affections
are sometimes, doubtless, cherished in the memory
of the old. But still, more material interests
come in, and the old affection is crowded out of its
old place in the heart. And so those comparatively
fanciful disappointments sit lightly. The romance
is gone. The mid-day sun beats down, and
there
lies the dusty way. When the cantankerous and
unamiable mother of Christopher North stopped his marriage
with a person at least as respectable as herself,
on the ground that the person was not good enough,
we are told that the future professor nearly went
mad, and that he never quite got over it. But
really, judging from his writings and his biography,
he bore up under it, after a little, wonderfully well.
But looking back to the days which the old yellow
letters bring back, you will think to yourself, Where
are the hopes and anticipations of that time?
You expected to be a great man, no doubt. Well,
you know you are not. You are a small man, and
never will be anything else; yet you are quite resigned.
If there be an argument which stirs me to indignation
at its futility, and to wonder that any mortal ever
regarded it as of the slightest force, it is that
which is set out in the famous soliloquy in “Cato,”
as to the Immortality of the Soul. Will any sane
man say, that, if in this world you wish for a thing
very much, and anticipate it very clearly and confidently,
you are therefore sure to get it? If that were
so, many a little schoolboy would end by driving his
carriage and four, who ends by driving no carriage
at all. I have heard of a man whose private papers
were found after his death all written over with his
signature as he expected it would be when he became
Lord Chancellor. Let us say his peerage was to
be as Lord Smith. There it was, SMITH, C., SMITH,
C., written in every conceivable fashion, so that
the signature, when needed, might be easy and imposing.
That man had very vividly anticipated the woolsack,
the gold robe, and all the rest. It need hardly
be said, he attained none of these. The famous
argument, you know of course, is, that man has a great