another, before finally abandoning the pursuit, stick
out his foot in the regular way, though the boy he
was chasing was yards beyond his reach. Often
did the present writer meditate on that phenomenon,
in the days of his boyhood. It appeared curious
that it should afford some comfort to the evaded pursuer,
to make an offer at upsetting the escaping youth,—an
offer which could not possibly be successful.
But very often, in after-life, have I beheld in the
conduct of grown-up men and women the moral likeness
of that futile sticking-out of the foot. I have
beheld human beings who lived in houses always untidy
and disorderly, or whose affairs were in a horrible
confusion and entanglement, who now and then seemed
roused to a a feeling that this would not do, who
querulously bemoaned their miserable lot, and made
some faint and futile attempt to set things right,
attempts which never had a chance to succeed, and
which ended in nothing. Yet it seemed somehow
to pacify the querulous heart. I have known a
clergyman, in a parish with a bad population, seem
suddenly to waken up to a conviction that he must
do something to mend matters, and set agoing some weak
little machinery, which could produce no appreciable
result, and which came to a stop in a few weeks.
Yet that faint offer appeared to discharge the claims
of conscience, and after it the clergyman remained
long time in a comatose state of unhealthy Resignation.
But it is a miserable and a wrong kind of Resignation
which dwells in that man who sinks down, beaten and
hopeless, in the presence of a recognized evil.
Such a man may be in a sense resigned, but, he cannot
possibly be content.
If you should ever, when you have reached middle age,
turn over the diary or the letters you wrote in the
hopeful though foolish days when you were eighteen
or twenty, you will be aware how quietly and gradually
the lesson of Resignation has been taught you.
You would have got into a terrible state of excitement,
if any one had told you then that you would have to
forego your most cherished hopes and wishes of that
time; and it would have tried you even more severely
to be assured that in not many years you would not
care a single straw for the things and the persons
who were then uppermost in your mind and heart.
What an entirely new set of friends and interests
is that which now surrounds you! and how completely
the old ones are gone: gone, like the sunsets
you remember in the summers of your childhood; gone,
like the primroses that grew in the woods where you
wandered as a boy! Said my friend Smith to me,
a few days ago: “You remember Miss Jones,
and all about that? I met her yesterday, after
ten years. She is a fat, middle-aged, ordinary-looking
woman. What a terrific fool I was!” Smith
spoke to me in the confidence of friendship; yet I
think he was a little mortified at the heartiness
with which I agreed with him on the subject of his
former folly. He had got over it completely; and