evil: who determines that he will give his life
to battling with that evil to the last: who determines
that either that evil shall extinguish him, or he
shall extinguish it. I reverence the strong,
sanguine mind, that resolves to work a revolution to
better things, and that is not afraid to hope it can
work a revolution. And perhaps, my reader, we
should both reverence it all the more that we find
in ourselves very little like it. It is a curious
thing, and a sad thing, to remark in how many people
there is too much resignation. It kills out energy.
It is a weak, fretful, unhappy thing. People are
reconciled, in a sad sort of way, to the fashion in
which things go on. You have seen a poor, slatternly
mother, in a way-side cottage, who has observed her
little children playing in the road before it, in the
way of passing carriages, angrily ordering the little
things to come away from their dangerous and dirty
play; yet, when the children disobey her, and remain
where they were, just saying no more, making no farther
effort. You have known a master tell his man-servant
to do something about stable or garden, yet, when
the servant does not do it, taking no notice:
seeing that he has been disobeyed, yet wearily resigned,
feeling that there is no use in always fighting.
And I do not speak of the not unfrequent cases in
which the master, after giving his orders, comes to
discover that it is best they should not be carried
out, and is very glad to see them disregarded:
I mean when he is dissatisfied that what he has directed
is not done, and wishes that it were done, and feels
worried by the whole affair, yet is so devoid of energy
as to rest in a fretful resignation. Sometimes
there is a sort of sense as if one had discharged
his conscience by making a weak effort in the direction
of doing a thing, an effort which had not the slightest
chance of being successful. When I was a little
boy, many years since, I used to think this; and I
was led to thinking it by remarking a singular characteristic
in the conduct of a school-companion. In those
days, if you were chasing some other boy who had injured
or offended you, with the design of retaliation, if
you found you could not catch him, by reason of his
superior speed, you would have recourse to the following
expedient. If your companion was within a little
space of you, though a space you felt you could not
make less, you would suddenly stick out one of your
feet, which would hook round his, and he, stumbling
over it, would fall. I trust I am not suggesting
a mischievous and dangerous trick to any boy of the
present generation. Indeed, I have the firmest
belief that existing boys know all we used to know,
and possibly more. All this is by way of rendering
intelligible what I have to say of my old companion.
He was not a good runner. And when another boy
gave him a sudden flick with a knotted handkerchief,
or the like, he had little chance of catching that
other boy. Yet I have often seen him, when chasing