imagination and keen feeling, little fettered by anything
in the nature of good taste, may by strong statements
and a fiery manner draw a mob of unthinking hearers:
but thoughtful men and women will not find anything
in all
that, that awakens the response of their
inner nature in its truest depths; they must have
religious instruction into which real experience has
been transfused; and the worth of the instruction will
be in direct proportion to the amount of real experience
which is embodied in it. And after all, it is
better to be wise and good than to be gay and happy,
if we must choose between the two things; and it is
worth while to be severely beaten about the head,
if
that is the condition on which alone we
can gain true wisdom. True wisdom is cheap at
almost any price. But it does not follow at all
that you will be happy (in the vulgar sense) in direct
proportion as you are wise. I suppose most middle-aged
people, when they receive the ordinary kind wish at
New-Year’s time of a Happy New-Year, feel that
happy is not quite the word; and feel that,
too, though well aware that they have abundant reason
for gratitude to a kind Providence. It is not
here that we shall ever be happy,—that
is, completely and perfectly happy. Something
will always be coming to worry and distress. And
a hundred sad possibilities hang over us: some
of them only too certainly and quickly drawing near.
Yet people are content, in a kind of way. They
have learnt the great lesson of Resignation.
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There are many worthy people who would be quite fevered
and flurried by good fortune, if it were to come to
any very great degree. It would injure their
heart. As for bad fortune, they can stand it nicely,
they have been accustomed to it so long. I have
known a very hard-wrought man, who had passed, rather
early in life, through very heavy and protracted trials.
I have heard him say, that, if any malicious enemy
wished to kill him, the course would be to make sure
that tidings of some signal piece of prosperity should
arrive by post on each of six or seven successive
days. It would quite unhinge and unsettle him,
he said. His heart would go: his nervous
system would break down. People to whom pieces
of good-luck come rare and small have a great curiosity
to know how a man feels when he is suddenly told that
he has drawn one of the greatest prizes in the lottery
of life. The kind of feeling, of course, will
depend entirely on the kind of man. Yet very great
prizes, in the way of dignity and duty, do for the
most part fall to men who in some measure deserve
them, or who at least are not conspicuously undeserving
of them and unfit for them. So that it is almost
impossible that the great news should elicit merely
some unworthy explosion of gratified self-conceit.
The feeling would in almost every case be deeper and
worthier. One would like to be sitting at breakfast
with a truly good man, when the letter from the Prime-Minister