He came up quite close to her, and straddling his legs a little, stood looking down at her face for some time without taking his hands out of his pockets.  He seemed to be turning over in his mind a heap of words, piecing his next speech out of an overpowering abundance of thoughts.

“You’ve tried me to the utmost,” he said at last; and as soon as he said these words he lost his moral footing, and felt himself swept away from his pinnacle by a flood of passionate resentment against the bungling creature that had come so near to spoiling his life.  “Yes; I’ve been tried more than any man ought to be,” he went on with righteous bitterness.  “It was unfair.  What possessed you to? . . .  What possessed you? . . .  Write such a . . .  After five years of perfect happiness!  ’Pon my word, no one would believe. . . .  Didn’t you feel you couldn’t?  Because you couldn’t . . . it was impossible—­you know.  Wasn’t it?  Think.  Wasn’t it?”

“It was impossible,” she whispered, obediently.

This submissive assent given with such readiness did not soothe him, did not elate him; it gave him, inexplicably, that sense of terror we experience when in the midst of conditions we had learned to think absolutely safe we discover all at once the presence of a near and unsuspected danger.  It was impossible, of course!  He knew it.  She knew it.  She confessed it.  It was impossible!  That man knew it, too—­as well as any one; couldn’t help knowing it.  And yet those two had been engaged in a conspiracy against his peace—­in a criminal enterprise for which there could be no sanction of belief within themselves.  There could not be!  There could not be!  And yet how near to . . .  With a short thrill he saw himself an exiled forlorn figure in a realm of ungovernable, of unrestrained folly.  Nothing could be foreseen, foretold—­guarded against.  And the sensation was intolerable, had something of the withering horror that may be conceived as following upon the utter extinction of all hope.  In the flash of thought the dishonouring episode seemed to disengage itself from everything actual, from earthly conditions, and even from earthly suffering; it became purely a terrifying knowledge, an annihilating knowledge of a blind and infernal force.  Something desperate and vague, a flicker of an insane desire to abase himself before the mysterious impulses of evil, to ask for mercy in some way, passed through his mind; and then came the idea, the persuasion, the certitude, that the evil must be forgotten—­must be resolutely ignored to make life possible; that the knowledge must be kept out of mind, out of sight, like the knowledge of certain death is kept out of the daily existence of men.  He stiffened himself inwardly for the effort, and next moment it appeared very easy, amazingly feasible, if one only kept strictly to facts, gave one’s mind to their perplexities and not to their meaning.  Becoming conscious of a long silence, he cleared his throat warningly, and said in a steady voice—­