Tales of Unrest eBook

Joseph M. Carey
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 233 pages of information about Tales of Unrest.

Tales of Unrest eBook

Joseph M. Carey
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 233 pages of information about Tales of Unrest.

She was pulling nervously at her handkerchief while he went on watching anxiously to see the effect of his words.  Nothing satisfactory happened.  Only, as he began to speak again, she covered her face with both her hands.

“You see where the want of self-restraint leads to.  Pain—­humiliation—­loss of respect—­of friends, of everything that ennobles life, that . . .  All kinds of horrors,” he concluded, abruptly.

She made no stir.  He looked at her pensively for some time as though he had been concentrating the melancholy thoughts evoked by the sight of that abased woman.  His eyes became fixed and dull.  He was profoundly penetrated by the solemnity of the moment; he felt deeply the greatness of the occasion.  And more than ever the walls of his house seemed to enclose the sacredness of ideals to which he was about to offer a magnificent sacrifice.  He was the high priest of that temple, the severe guardian of formulas, of rites, of the pure ceremonial concealing the black doubts of life.  And he was not alone.  Other men, too—­the best of them—­kept watch and ward by the hearthstones that were the altars of that profitable persuasion.  He understood confusedly that he was part of an immense and beneficent power, which had a reward ready for every discretion.  He dwelt within the invincible wisdom of silence; he was protected by an indestructible faith that would last forever, that would withstand unshaken all the assaults—­the loud execrations of apostates, and the secret weariness of its confessors!  He was in league with a universe of untold advantages.  He represented the moral strength of a beautiful reticence that could vanquish all the deplorable crudities of life—­fear, disaster, sin—­even death itself.  It seemed to him he was on the point of sweeping triumphantly away all the illusory mysteries of existence.  It was simplicity itself.

“I hope you see now the folly—­the utter folly of wickedness,” he began in a dull, solemn manner.  “You must respect the conditions of your life or lose all it can give you.  All!  Everything!”

He waved his arm once, and three exact replicas of his face, of his clothes, of his dull severity, of his solemn grief, repeated the wide gesture that in its comprehensive sweep indicated an infinity of moral sweetness, embraced the walls, the hangings, the whole house, all the crowd of houses outside, all the flimsy and inscrutable graves of the living, with their doors numbered like the doors of prison-cells, and as impenetrable as the granite of tombstones.

“Yes!  Restraint, duty, fidelity—­unswerving fidelity to what is expected of you.  This—­only this—­secures the reward, the peace.  Everything else we should labour to subdue—­to destroy.  It’s misfortune; it’s disease.  It is terrible—­terrible.  We must not know anything about it—­we needn’t.  It is our duty to ourselves—­to others.  You do not live all alone in the world—­and if you have no respect for the dignity of life, others

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