Tales of Unrest eBook

Joseph M. Carey
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 233 pages of information about Tales of Unrest.

Tales of Unrest eBook

Joseph M. Carey
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 233 pages of information about Tales of Unrest.
of her being.  Nothing could destroy her—­and nothing but his own destruction could keep her away.  She was the incarnation of all the short moments which every man spares out of his life for dreams, for precious dreams that concrete the most cherished, the most profitable of his illusions.  He peered at her with inward trepidation.  She was mysterious, significant, full of obscure meaning —­like a symbol.  He peered, bending forward, as though he had been discovering about her things he had never seen before.  Unconsciously he made a step towards her—­then another.  He saw her arm make an ample, decided movement and he stopped.  She had lifted her veil.  It was like the lifting of a vizor.

The spell was broken.  He experienced a shock as though he had been called out of a trance by the sudden noise of an explosion.  It was even more startling and more distinct; it was an infinitely more intimate change, for he had the sensation of having come into this room only that very moment; of having returned from very far; he was made aware that some essential part of himself had in a flash returned into his body, returned finally from a fierce and lamentable region, from the dwelling-place of unveiled hearts.  He woke up to an amazing infinity of contempt, to a droll bitterness of wonder, to a disenchanted conviction of safety.  He had a glimpse of the irresistible force, and he saw also the barrenness of his convictions—­of her convictions.  It seemed to him that he could never make a mistake as long as he lived.  It was morally impossible to go wrong.  He was not elated by that certitude; he was dimly uneasy about its price; there was a chill as of death in this triumph of sound principles, in this victory snatched under the very shadow of disaster.

The last trace of his previous state of mind vanished, as the instantaneous and elusive trail of a bursting meteor vanishes on the profound blackness of the sky; it was the faint flicker of a painful thought, gone as soon as perceived, that nothing but her presence—­after all—­had the power to recall him to himself.  He stared at her.  She sat with her hands on her lap, looking down; and he noticed that her boots were dirty, her skirts wet and splashed, as though she had been driven back there by a blind fear through a waste of mud.  He was indignant, amazed and shocked, but in a natural, healthy way now; so that he could control those unprofitable sentiments by the dictates of cautious self-restraint.  The light in the room had no unusual brilliance now; it was a good light in which he could easily observe the expression of her face.  It was that of dull fatigue.  And the silence that surrounded them was the normal silence of any quiet house, hardly disturbed by the faint noises of a respectable quarter of the town.  He was very cool—­and it was quite coolly that he thought how much better it would be if neither of them ever spoke again.  She sat with closed lips, with an air of lassitude in the stony forgetfulness

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