“I was weary.  Did I sleep?  I do not know.  I remember walking upon a broad path under a clear starlight; and that strange country seemed so big, the rice-fields so vast, that, as I looked around, my head swam with the fear of space.  Then I saw a forest.  The joyous starlight was heavy upon me.  I turned off the path and entered the forest, which was very sombre and very sad.”

V

Karain’s tone had been getting lower and lower, as though he had been going away from us, till the last words sounded faint but clear, as if shouted on a calm day from a very great distance.  He moved not.  He stared fixedly past the motionless head of Hollis, who faced him, as still as himself.  Jackson had turned sideways, and with elbow on the table shaded his eyes with the palm of his hand.  And I looked on, surprised and moved; I looked at that man, loyal to a vision, betrayed by his dream, spurned by his illusion, and coming to us unbelievers for help—­against a thought.  The silence was profound; but it seemed full of noiseless phantoms, of things sorrowful, shadowy, and mute, in whose invisible presence the firm, pulsating beat of the two ship’s chronometers ticking off steadily the seconds of Greenwich Time seemed to me a protection and a relief.  Karain stared stonily; and looking at his rigid figure, I thought of his wanderings, of that obscure Odyssey of revenge, of all the men that wander amongst illusions faithful, faithless; of the illusions that give joy, that give sorrow, that give pain, that give peace; of the invincible illusions that can make life and death appear serene, inspiring, tormented, or ignoble.

A murmur was heard; that voice from outside seemed to flow out of a dreaming world into the lamp-light of the cabin.  Karain was speaking.

“I lived in the forest.

“She came no more.  Never!  Never once!  I lived alone.  She had forgotten.  It was well.  I did not want her; I wanted no one.  I found an abandoned house in an old clearing.  Nobody came near.  Sometimes I heard in the distance the voices of people going along a path.  I slept; I rested; there was wild rice, water from a running stream—­and peace!  Every night I sat alone by my small fire before the hut.  Many nights passed over my head.

“Then, one evening, as I sat by my fire after having eaten, I looked down on the ground and began to remember my wanderings.  I lifted my head.  I had heard no sound, no rustle, no footsteps—­but I lifted my head.  A man was coming towards me across the small clearing.  I waited.  He came up without a greeting and squatted down into the firelight.  Then he turned his face to me.  It was Matara.  He stared at me fiercely with his big sunken eyes.  The night was cold; the heat died suddenly out of the fire, and he stared at me.  I rose and went away from there, leaving him by the fire that had no heat.

“I walked all that night, all next day, and in the evening made up a big blaze and sat down—­to wait for him.  He had not come into the light.  I heard him in the bushes here and there, whispering, whispering.  I understood at last—­I had heard the words before, ’You are my friend—­kill with a sure shot.’