with black rocks, upon a coast of sand and desolation.
And everywhere we watched, we listened, we asked.
We asked traders, robbers, white men. We heard
jeers, mockery, threats—words of wonder
and words of contempt. We never knew rest; we
never thought of home, for our work was not done.
A year passed, then another. I ceased to count
the number of nights, of moons, of years. I watched
over Matara. He had my last handful of rice;
if there was water enough for one he drank it; I covered
him up when he shivered with cold; and when the hot
sickness came upon him I sat sleepless through many
nights and fanned his face. He was a fierce man,
and my friend. He spoke of her with fury in the
daytime, with sorrow in the dark; he remembered her
in health, in sickness. I said nothing; but I
saw her every day—always! At first
I saw only her head, as of a woman walking in the low
mist on a river bank. Then she sat by our fire.
I saw her! I looked at her! She had tender
eyes and a ravishing face. I murmured to her in
the night. Matara said sleepily sometimes, ‘To
whom are you talking? Who is there?’ I
answered quickly, ‘No one’ . . . It
was a lie! She never left me. She shared
the warmth of our fire, she sat on my couch of leaves,
she swam on the sea to follow me. . . . I saw
her! . . . I tell you I saw her long black hair
spread behind her upon the moonlit water as she struck
out with bare arms by the side of a swift prau.
She was beautiful, she was faithful, and in the silence
of foreign countries she spoke to me very low in the
language of my people. No one saw her; no one
heard her; she was mine only! In daylight she
moved with a swaying walk before me upon the weary
paths; her figure was straight and flexible like the
stem of a slender tree; the heels of her feet were
round and polished like shells of eggs; with her round
arm she made signs. At night she looked into
my face. And she was sad! Her eyes were tender
and frightened; her voice soft and pleading.
Once I murmured to her, ‘You shall not die,’
and she smiled . . . ever after she smiled! . . .
She gave me courage to bear weariness and hardships.
Those were times of pain, and she soothed me.
We wandered patient in our search. We knew deception,
false hopes; we knew captivity, sickness, thirst,
misery, despair . . . . Enough! We found
them! . . .”
He cried out the last words and paused. His face was impassive, and he kept still like a man in a trance. Hollis sat up quickly, and spread his elbows on the table. Jackson made a brusque movement, and accidentally touched the guitar. A plaintive resonance filled the cabin with confused vibrations and died out slowly. Then Karain began to speak again. The restrained fierceness of his tone seemed to rise like a voice from outside, like a thing unspoken but heard; it filled the cabin and enveloped in its intense and deadened murmur the motionless figure in the chair.