An elegy, &c.
In what soft language shall my thoughts
get free,
My dear Alexis, when I talk of thee?
Ye Muses, Graces, all ye gentle train,
Of weeping loves, O suit the pensive train!
But why should I implore your moving art?
’Tis but to speak the dictates of
my heart;
And all that knew the charming youth will
join,
Their friendly sighs, and pious tears
to mine;
For all that knew his merit, must confess,
In grief for him, there can be no excess.
His soul was form’d to act each
glorious part
Of life, unstained with vanity, or art,
No thought within his gen’rous mind
had birth,
But what he might have own’d to
Heav’n and Earth.
Practis’d by him, each virtue grew
more bright,
And shone with more than its own native
light.
Whatever noble warmth could recommend
The just, the active, and the constant
friend,
Was all his own——But
Oh! a dearer name,
And softer ties my endless sorrow claim.
Lost in despair, distracted, and forlorn,
The lover I, and tender husband mourn.
Whate’er to such superior worth
was due,
Whate’er excess the fondest passion
knew;
I felt for thee, dear youth; my joy, my
care,
My pray’rs themselves were thine,
and only where
Thou waft concern’d, my virtue was
sincere.
When e’er I begg’d for blessings
on thy head,
Nothing was cold or formal that I said;
My warmest vows to Heav’n were made
for thee,
And love still mingled with my piety.
O thou wast all my glory, all my pride!
Thro’ life’s uncertain paths
my constant guide;
Regardless of the world, to gain thy praise
Was all that could my just ambition raise.
Why has my heart this fond engagement
known?
Or why has Heav’n dissolved the
tye so soon?
Why was the charming youth so form’d
to move?
Or why was all my soul so turn’d
for love?
But virtue here a vain defence had made,
Where so much worth and eloquence could
plead.
For he could talk——’Twas
extacy to hear,
’Twas joy! ’twas harmony to
every ear.
Eternal music dwelt upon his tongue,
Soft, and transporting as the Muses song;
List’ning to him my cares were charm’d
to rest,
And love, and silent rapture fill’d
my breast:
Unheeded the gay moments took their flight,
And time was only measur’d by delight.
I hear the lov’d, the melting accents
still,
And still the kind, the tender transport
feel.
Again I see the sprightly passions rise,
And life and pleasure sparkle in his eyes.
My fancy paints him now with ev’ry
grace,
But ah! the dear delusion mocks my fond
embrace;
The smiling vision takes its hasty flight,
And scenes of horror swim before my sight.
Grief and despair in all their terrors
rise;
A dying lover pale and gasping lies,
Each dismal circumstance appears in view,
The fatal object is for ever new.