There lying I should taste with my dead breath
The utter lack of life, the fullest sense
of death;
And I should never hear the note of jealousy or hate,
The tribute paid by passersby to tombs
of state.
To me would never penetrate the prayers and tears
That futilely bring torture to dead and
dying ears;
There I should lie annihilate and my dead heart would
bless
Oblivion—the shroud and envelope
of happiness.
Anne Spencer
BEFORE THE FEAST OF SHUSHAN
Garden of Shushan!
After Eden, all terrace, pool, and flower recollect
thee:
Ye weavers in saffron and haze and Tyrian purple,
Tell yet what range in color wakes the eye;
Sorcerer, release the dreams born here when
Drowsy, shifting palm-shade enspells the brain;
And sound! ye with harp and flute ne’er essay
Before these star-noted birds escaped from paradise
awhile to
Stir all dark, and dear, and passionate desire, till
mine
Arms go out to be mocked by the softly kissing body
of the wind—
Slave, send Vashti to her King!
The fiery wattles of the sun startle into flame
The marbled towers of Shushan:
So at each day’s wane, two peers—the
one in
Heaven, the other on earth—welcome with
their
Splendor the peerless beauty of the Queen.
Cushioned at the Queen’s feet and upon her knee
Finding glory for mine head,—still, nearly
shamed
Am I, the King, to bend and kiss with sharp
Breath the olive-pink of sandaled toes between;
Or lift me high to the magnet of a gaze, dusky,
Like the pool when but the moon-ray strikes to its
depth;
Or closer press to crush a grape ’gainst lips
redder
Than the grape, a rose in the night of her hair;
Then—Sharon’s Rose in my arms.
And I am hard to force the petals wide;
And you are fast to suffer and be sad.
Is any prophet come to teach a new thing
Now in a more apt time?
Have him ’maze how you say love is sacrament;
How says Vashti, love is both bread and wine;
How to the altar may not come to break and drink,
Hulky flesh nor fleshly spirit!
I, thy lord, like not manna for meat as a Judahn;
I, thy master, drink, and red wine, plenty, and when
I thirst. Eat meat, and full, when I hunger.
I, thy King, teach you and leave you, when I list.
No woman in all Persia sets out strange action
To confuse Persia’s lord—
Love is but desire and thy purpose fulfillment;
I, thy King, so say!
AT THE CARNIVAL
Gay little Girl-of-the-Diving-Tank,
I desire a name for you,
Nice, as a right glove fits;
For you—who amid the malodorous
Mechanics of this unlovely thing,
Are darling of spirit and form.
I know you—a glance, and what you are
Sits-by-the-fire in my heart.