where they touch. There is no datum so small
as not to show this mystery, if mystery it be.
The tiniest feeling that we can possibly have comes
with an earlier and a later part and with a sense of
their continuous procession. Mr. Shadworth Hodgson
showed long ago that there is literally no such object
as the present moment except as an unreal postulate
of abstract thought.[6] The ‘passing’ moment
is, as I already have reminded you, the minimal fact,
with the ’apparition of difference’ inside
of it as well as outside. If we do not feel both
past and present in one field of feeling, we feel them
not at all. We have the same many-in-one in the
matter that fills the passing time. The rush
of our thought forward through its fringes is the everlasting
peculiarity of its life. We realize this life
as something always off its balance, something in
transition, something that shoots out of a darkness
through a dawn into a brightness that we feel to be
the dawn fulfilled. In the very midst of the
continuity our experience comes as an alteration.
‘Yes,’ we say at the full brightness, ’
this
is what I just meant.’ ‘No,’
we feel at the dawning, ’this is not yet the
full meaning, there is more to come.’ In
every crescendo of sensation, in every effort to recall,
in every progress towards the satisfaction of desire,
this succession of an emptiness and fulness that have
reference to each other and are one flesh is the essence
of the phenomenon. In every hindrance of desire
the sense of an ideal presence which is absent in
fact, of an absent, in a word, which the only function
of the present is to
mean, is even more notoriously
there. And in the movement of pure thought we
have the same phenomenon. When I say
Socrates
is mortal, the moment
Socrates is incomplete;
it falls forward through the
is which is pure
movement, into the
mortal which is indeed bare
mortal on the tongue, but for the mind is
that
mortal, the
mortal Socrates, at last satisfactorily
disposed of and told off.[7]
Here, then, inside of the minimal pulses of experience,
is realized that very inner complexity which the transcendentalists
say only the absolute can genuinely possess.
The gist of the matter is always the same—something
ever goes indissolubly with something else. You
cannot separate the same from its other, except by
abandoning the real altogether and taking to the conceptual
system. What is immediately given in the single
and particular instance is always something pooled
and mutual, something with no dark spot, no point of
ignorance. No one elementary bit of reality is
eclipsed from the next bit’s point of view,
if only we take reality sensibly and in small enough
pulses—and by us it has to be taken pulse-wise,
for our span of consciousness is too short to grasp
the larger collectivity of things except nominally
and abstractly. No more of reality collected together
at once is extant anywhere, perhaps, than in my experience