Ye hear all this, and in addition all the glorious
revelations in which the Lord after this manifested
Himself on earth. Why do ye not come to serve
Christ? Ye do not truly believe, because ye are
so full of sin, and despise God’s commandments.
Ye do not deserve the gift of faith. He who has
faith should show it in his deeds, that he may have
what he says he has, and may know what he has; namely,
the certainty of the divine word, which can not err,
the goodness of God, and His guidance into all goodness.
On account of thy sins, thou hast not the true light
which would have enabled thee to see all goodness.
Thou art sunk in vice, drunken with greed and luxury,
and all the works of this world. Thou seekest
only power and glory. And wherefore? If thou
hadst faith, thou wouldst not seek such things, for
thou wouldst know that faith would give thee a much
higher crown. From these sins have come thy unbelief
and thy hardness of heart. Therefore the words
of faith do not touch thy heart: it is a heart
of stone and iron. Throw off thy load of sin
and give thy will to righteousness; then will thy hard-heartedness
end, and God will bestow on thee the gift of faith.
What wilt thou? Why standest thou so uncertain
and irresolute? Why dost thou not hasten to Him,
and see how He leaves thy life, how He goes into the
heavens, to which He bids thee come up. Leave
at length thy sensual life and enter the pathway of
Christ. Hesitate no longer, begin to-day, put
it not off until to-morrow. If thou hast faith,
thou canst not delay longer, and if thy heart is right
before God, He will give thee the light of faith which
will enable thee to distinguish the false from the
true faith, and so when on the right road not to fall
into error. Then wilt thou know for thyself that
the Gospel makes good men out of those who truly believe,
and thine experience will tell thee that thou hast
no occasion to doubt.
A story from the Old Testament might perhaps serve
as a parable and make clearer what I mean. When
Balak heard of Israel’s march, he was afraid
and sent to call Balaam to curse Israel for him.
Balaam set out on his way with his ass, accompanied
by an angel of the Lord, because Balaam was going
to Balak with an evil intention. The beast sought
in vain to turn into the field, and finally fell down
between two walls, and suffered under blows and curses,
until the prophet saw the angel and perceived his
sin. Balak is the devil who would ruin the people
of God; by Balaam we can understand the nobles, the
prelates, the preachers, the learned, who are held
captive by their arrogance. The two servants are
those who follow the proud, serve them, and flatter
them, especially the lazy clergy and monks, who so
far as outward show goes live a virtuous life, but
who live for ceremonies and take care not to speak
the truth. To these belong many citizens who
live apparently virtuously and hide their pride.
Because they commit no sins of the flesh which can