is of grace, that while we were yet sinners, “we
were reconciled to God by the death of His Son,”
it is by grace also, that “being reconciled,
we shall be saved by His life.” It is
“not by works of righteousness which we have
done, but according to His mercy He saveth us, by
the washing of regeneration and renewing of the
Holy Ghost.” And here I find abundant
need to take heed that I “receive not the
grace of God in vain;” for truly Christ cannot
be ours, if we will not be his. But though I
have to lament many a revolt, and many a backsliding,
and many a denial in heart of Christ my Saviour,
yet the Lord, who turned and looked on Peter, has
not forsaken me; the fountain set open for sin has
been, I believe, set open for me; and still does
He continue to “heal my backslidings, and
to love me freely.” For the future
I have sometimes many a fear, because of this deceitful
heart of mine; and at others I can trust it in His
hands, whose grace will be sufficient for me to the
end,—that end, when I may realize, what
I now assuredly believe, that the “gift
of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our
Lord.” And now, my dear ——,
are we not one, essentially one, both one in Christ?
I know that, uniting in the acknowledgment, and,
above all, I trust, in the experience, of the great
truths of the gospel, we differ in their applications
and influences on subordinate points, and I believe
this must be expected to be often the case while
“we see through a glass darkly;” but
we shall, I trust, “see eye to eye, when the
Lord shall bring again Zion;” and He will keep
that which we have committed unto Him against that
day. The Lord’s “commandment is
exceeding broad,” and it is no wonder
that our narrow minds cannot adequately appreciate
the whole, or that, while we believe the same things,
we sometimes view them in different order and proportion,
often being nearer each other than we are aware.
I fear much good is not done by discussing differences;
at least, I find it calls up feelings which
are not good, and I lose more practically than I
get or give theoretically. May the Lord bless
us both in our pilgrimage, and guide us in a plain
path to a city of final habitation, where we shall
not want sun, or moon, or any other thing than the
glory of God and the Lamb, to be our everlasting
light.
I could not be satisfied without replying to thy kind remarks and inquiries about myself and my hopes; but now, having said so much, I hope thou wilt not think it strange that I cannot argue on things about which we differ. I have not adopted opinions without reflection, and it has fully satisfied myself; but I have nothing to spend in controversy, which I always find does me a great deal of harm. I hope we now know enough of each other to rejoice in each other’s joy.
6th Mo. 16th. Last evening alone in the plantation. Sought the Lord. It was beautiful. Was not nature meant by Him