A Brief Memoir with Portions of the Diary, Letters, and Other Remains, eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 161 pages of information about A Brief Memoir with Portions of the Diary, Letters, and Other Remains,.

A Brief Memoir with Portions of the Diary, Letters, and Other Remains, eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 161 pages of information about A Brief Memoir with Portions of the Diary, Letters, and Other Remains,.
of self.  And, now, oh that the everlasting covenant might be ordered in all things and sure, and He only, who is King of Kings and Lord of Lords, be exalted over all, in my heart; and the blessed experience thus described, be more fully realized:  “He that hath entered into his rest hath ceased from his own works as God did from his.”
6th Mo. 21st.  Very early this morning the long struggle with death terminated, and the spirit of our beloved Uncle E. was released from its worn tenement.  The stony nature in my heart seems truly wounded.  May it not be as the wounded air, soon to lose the trace.  My heavenly Father’s tender regard I have, indeed, felt this evening; but I tremble for the evil that remains in me.  May I be blessed with the continued care of the good Shepherd, that I may be preserved as by the crook of His love.  And now, seeing that much is forgiven me, may I love much.  I feel that my Saviour’s regard is of far more value than any earthly thing; and oh that my eye may be kept singly waiting for Him!

The decease of her uncle was soon followed by that of his youngest son, Joseph E. In reference to his death, she remarks:—­

7th Mo. 22d.  He, in whose sight the death of His saints is precious, has again visited with the solemn call our family circle, and summoned away the sweetest, purest, and most heavenly of the group.  Our dear cousin Joseph last night entered that “rest which remains for the people of God;” rest for which he had been panting the whole of the day, and to which he was enabled to look forward as his “happy home.”
7th Mo. 28th.  Yesterday was one long to be remembered.  The last sad offices were paid to him whom we so much loved; and oh that the mantle of the watchful, lowly disciple might descend abundantly upon us!  Yet it is only by keeping near to the divine power, that I can receive any thing good; and, though yet far away, oh, may I look towards His holy habitation who is graciously offering me a home where there is “bread enough and to spare.”
4th Mo. 3d, 1842.  He who has been for years striving with me, has lately, I think I may say, manifested to me the light of His countenance, and enabled me at seasons to commit the toiling, roving mind into His hand.  This morning, however, I feel as if I could find no safe centre.  Oh that I were gathered out of the false rest, and from all false dependence, to God Himself, the only true helper, and leader, and guide!  How precious to recognize, in the light that dawned yesterday and the day before, the same glory, and power, and beauty, which were once my chief joy!  But oh, I desire not to be satisfied with attaining again to former experience; but to give all diligence in pressing forward to the mark for the prize, even forgetting things that are behind.
10th Mo.  Mercies and favors of which I am totally unworthy have been graciously
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