bad for him, as it certainly was very dangerous, and
enough to throw him into a fever, which was, above
everything, to be guarded against. She begged
the king to put off the rest of their conversation
to another time, when the admiral was better.
This vexed the king mightily, for he was very anxious
to hear the remainder of what the admiral had to say
to him. However, he being unable to gainsay
so specious an argument, we got the king away.
And incontinently the queen-mother (and I too) begged
the king to let us know the secret conversation which
the admiral had held with him, and in which he had
been unwilling that we should be participators; which
the king refused several times to do. But finding
himself importuned and hard pressed by us, he told
us abruptly and with displeasure, swearing by God’s
death that what the admiral said was true, that kings
realized themselves as such in France only in so far
as they had the ’power of doing harm or good
to their subjects and servants, and that this power
and management of affairs had slipped imperceptibly
into the hands of the queen my mother and mine.’
’This superintendent domination, the admiral
told me, might some day be very prejudicial to me and
to all my kingdom, and that I should hold it in suspicion
and beware of it; of which he was anxious to warn
me, as one of my best and most faithful subjects, before
he died. There, God’s death, as you wish
to know, is what the admiral said to me.’
This, said as it was with passion and fury, went straight
home to our hearts, which we concealed as best we might,
both of us, however, defending ourselves in the matter.
We continued this conversation all the way from the
admiral’s quarters to the Louvre, where, having
left the king in his room, we retired to that of the
queen my mother, who was piqued and hurt to the utmost
degree at this language used by the admiral to the
king, as well as at the credence which the king seemed
to accord to it, and was fearful lest it should bring
about some change and alteration in our affairs and
in the management of the state. Being unable
to resolve upon any course at the moment, we retired,
putting off the question till the morrow, when I went
to see my mother, who was already up. I had
a fine racket in my head, and so had she, and for
the time there was no decision come to save to have
the admiral despatched by some means or other.
It being impossible any longer to employ stratagems
and artifices, it would have to be done openly, and
the king brought round to that way of thinking.
We agreed that, in the afternoon, we would go and
pay him a visit in his closet, whither we would get
the Sieur de Nevers, Marshals de Tavannes and de Retz,
and Chancellor de Birague to come, merely to have their
opinion as to the means to be adopted for the execution,
which we had already determined upon, my mother and
I.”