along the streets and in the public places; and, if
they did not speak, at any rate they showed themselves,
with countenances irrecognizable, silently begging
alms of every passer-by. No self-respect restrained
matrons or young women heretofore accustomed to severe
restraints; they walked hither and thither, with pallid
faces, groaning and searching everywhere for somewhat
to eat; and they in whom the pangs of hunger had not
extinguished every spark of modesty went and hid themselves
in the most secret places, and gnawed their hearts
in silence, preferring to die of want rather than
beg in public. Children still in the cradle,
unable to get milk, were exposed at the cross-roads,
crying in vain for their usual nourishment; and men,
women, and children, all threw themselves greedily
upon any kind of food, wholesome and unwholesome, clean
and unclean, that they could scrape together here
and there, and none shared with another that which
they picked up.” So many and such sufferings
produced incredible dastardliness; and deserters escaped
by night, in some cases throwing themselves down,
at the risk of being killed, into the city-moat; in
others getting down by help of a rope from the ramparts.
Indignation blazed forth against the fugitives; they
were called rope-dancers; and God was prayed to treat
them as the traitor Judas. William of Tyre and
Guibert of Nogent, after naming some, and those the
very highest, end with these words: “Of
many more I know not the names, and I am unwilling
to expose all that are well known to me.”
“We are assured,” says William of Tyre,
“that in view of such woes and such weaknesses,
the princes, despairing of any means of safety, held
amongst themselves a secret council, at which they
decided to abandon the army and all the people, fly
in the middle of the night, and retreat to the sea.”
According to the Armenian historian Matthew of Edessa,
the princes would seem to have resolved, in this hour
of dejection, not to fly and leave the army to its
fate, but “to demand of Corboghzi an assurance
for all, under the bond of an oath, of personal safety,
on the promise of surrendering Antioch to him; after
which they would return home.” Several
Arab historians, and amongst them Ibn-el-Athir, Aboul-Faradje,
and Aboul-Feda confirm the statement of conditions.
Whatever may have been the real turn taken by the
promptings of weakness amongst the Christians, Godfrey
de Bouillon and Adhemar, bishop of Puy, energetically
rejected them all; and an unexpected incident, considered
as miraculous, reassured the wavering spirits both
of soldiers and of chiefs. A priest of Marseilles,
Peter Bartholomew, came and announced to the chiefs
that St. Andrew had thrice appeared to him in a dream,
saying, “Go into the church of my brother Peter
at Antioch; and hard by the high altar thou wilt find,
on digging up the ground, the head of the spear which
pierced our Redeemer’s side. That, carried
in front of the army, will bring about the deliverance