small things and to believe that grave tidings, should
there be any, would come to me in due course.
The gravity of what might happen to a featherweight
became indeed with time and distance less appreciable,
and I was not without an impression that Mrs. Meldrum,
whose sense of proportion was not the least of her
merits, had no idea of boring the world with the ups
and downs of her pensioner. The poor girl grew
dusky and dim, a small fitful memory, a regret tempered
by the comfortable consciousness of how kind Mrs.
Meldrum would always be to her. I was professionally
more preoccupied than I had ever been, and I had swarms
of pretty faces in my eyes and a chorus of loud tones
in my ears. Geoffrey Dawling had on his return
to England written me two or three letters: his
last information had been that he was going into the
figures of rural illiteracy. I was delighted
to receive it and had no doubt that if he should go
into figures they would, as they are said to be able
to prove anything, prove at least that my advice was
sound and that he had wasted time enough. This
quickened on my part another hope, a hope suggested
by some roundabout rumour—I forget how
it reached me—that he was engaged to a
girl down in Hampshire. He turned out not to
be, but I felt sure that if only he went into figures
deep enough he would become, among the girls down
in Hampshire or elsewhere, one of those numerous prizes
of battle whose defences are practically not on the
scale of their provocations. I nursed in short
the thought that it was probably open to him to develop
as one of the types about whom, as the years go on,
superficial critics wonder without relief how they
ever succeeded in dragging a bride to the altar.
He never alluded to Flora Saunt; and there was in
his silence about her, quite as in Mrs. Meldrum’s,
an element of instinctive tact, a brief implication
that if you didn’t happen to have been in love
with her there was nothing to be said.
Within a week after my return to London I went to
the opera, of which I had always been much of a devotee.
I arrived too late for the first act of “Lohengrin,”
but the second was just beginning, and I gave myself
up to it with no more than a glance at the house.
When it was over I treated myself, with my glass,
from my place in the stalls, to a general survey of
the boxes, making doubtless on their contents the reflections,
pointed by comparison, that are most familiar to the
wanderer restored to London. There was the common
sprinkling of pretty women, but I suddenly noted that
one of these was far prettier than the others.
This lady, alone in one of the smaller receptacles
of the grand tier and already the aim of fifty tentative
glasses, which she sustained with admirable serenity,
this single exquisite figure, placed in the quarter
furthest removed from my stall, was a person, I immediately
felt, to cause one’s curiosity to linger.
Dressed in white, with diamonds in her hair and pearls