off his back, but after his purchase of the portrait
I tried to cultivate a new faith. The girl’s
own faith was wonderful. It couldn’t however
be contagious: too great was the limit of her
sense of what painters call values. Her colours
were laid on like blankets on a cold night. How
indeed could a person speak the truth who was always
posturing and bragging? She was after all vulgar
enough, and by the time I had mastered her profile
and could almost with my eyes shut do it in a single
line I was decidedly tired of its “purity,”
which affected me at last as inane. One moved
with her, moreover, among phenomena mismated and unrelated;
nothing in her talk ever matched anything out of it.
Lord Iffield was dying of love for her, but his family
was leading him a life. His mother, horrid woman,
had told some one that she would rather he should
be swallowed by a tiger than marry a girl not absolutely
one of themselves. He had given his young friend
unmistakable signs, but was lying low, gaining time:
it was in his father’s power to be, both in
personal and in pecuniary ways, excessively nasty
to him. His father wouldn’t last for ever—quite
the contrary; and he knew how thoroughly, in spite
of her youth, her beauty and the swarm of her admirers,
some of them positively threatening in their passion,
he could trust her to hold out. There were richer,
cleverer men, there were greater personages too, but
she liked her “little viscount” just as
he was, and liked to think that, bullied and persecuted,
he had her there so gratefully to rest upon.
She came back to me with tale upon tale, and it all
might be or mightn’t. I never met my pretty
model in the world—she moved, it appeared,
in exalted circles—and could only admire,
in her wealth of illustration, the grandeur of her
life and the freedom of her hand.
I had on the first opportunity spoken to her of Geoffrey
Dawling, and she had listened to my story so far as
she had the art of such patience, asking me indeed
more questions about him than I could answer; then
she had capped my anecdote with others much more striking,
the disclosure of effects produced in the most extraordinary
quarters: on people who had followed her into
railway carriages; guards and porters even who had
literally stuck there; others who had spoken to her
in shops and hung about her house door; cabmen, upon
her honour, in London, who, to gaze their fill at
her, had found excuses to thrust their petrifaction
through the very glasses of four-wheelers. She
lost herself in these reminiscences, the moral of
which was that poor Mr. Dawling was only one of a
million. When therefore the next autumn she flourished
into my studio with her odd companion at her heels
her first care was to make clear to me that if he
was now in servitude it wasn’t because she had
run after him. Dawling explained with a hundred
grins that when one wished very much to get anything
one usually ended by doing so—a proposition