the princess beyond seas. Until I knew him better
this puzzled me much—the link was so missing
between his sensibility and his type. He was
of course bewildered by my sketches, which implied
in the beholder some sense of intention and quality;
but for one of them, a comparative failure, he ended
by conceiving a preference so arbitrary and so lively
that, taking no second look at the others, he expressed
his wish to possess it and fell into the extremity
of confusion over the question of price. I helped
him over that stile, and he went off without having
asked me a direct question about Miss Saunt, yet with
his acquisition under his arm. His delicacy was
such that he evidently considered his rights to be
limited; he had acquired none at all in regard to
the original of the picture. There were others—for
I was curious about him—that I wanted him
to feel I conceded: I should have been glad of
his carrying away a sense of ground acquired for coming
back. To ensure this I had probably only to invite
him, and I perfectly recall the impulse that made me
forbear. It operated suddenly from within while
he hung about the door and in spite of the diffident
appeal that blinked in his gentle grin. If he
was smitten with Flora’s ghost what mightn’t
be the direct force of the luminary that could cast
such a shadow? This source of radiance, flooding
my poor place, might very well happen to be present
the next time he should turn up. The idea was
sharp within me that there were relations and complications
it was no mission of mine to bring about. If
they were to develop they should develop in their very
own sense.
Let me say at once that they did develop and that
I perhaps after all had something to do with it.
If Mr. Dawling had departed without a fresh appointment
he was to reappear six months later under protection
no less powerful than that of our young lady herself.
I had seen her repeatedly for months: she had
grown to regard my studio as the temple of her beauty.
This miracle was recorded and celebrated there as
nowhere else; in other places there was occasional
reference to other subjects of remark. The degree
of her presumption continued to be stupefying; there
was nothing so extraordinary save the degree in which
she never paid for it. She was kept innocent,
that is she was kept safe, by her egotism, but she
was helped also, though she had now put off her mourning,
by the attitude of the lone orphan who had to be a
law unto herself. It was as a lone orphan that
she came and went, as a lone orphan that she was the
centre of a crush. The neglect of the Hammond
Synges gave relief to this character, and she made
it worth their while to be, as every one said, too
shocking. Lord Iffield had gone to India to shoot
tigers, but he returned in time for the punctual private
view: it was he who had snapped up, as Flora
called it, the gem of the exhibition. My hope
for the girl’s future had slipped ignominiously