knees she appeared deeply to mourn her neglect, and
promised the Lord to do better. In two or three
other little visits, I found the Lord among His people.—Had
a precious interview with Mrs. Benjamin A.: our
souls were melted before the Lord. O how the
world was eclipsed, while our full hearts were aspiring
after God! I feel the effect still.—How
like a dream is life! we view the scene, and ere we
are aware, it is gone for ever; but to every moment
is attached the importance of eternity. After
a sharp fit of sickness, how sweet is ease! yet these
seasons are blessed to me, inasmuch as they lead me
to look more closely into scripture declarations,
respecting the blessings associated with patient endurance.
My soul seeks shelter in the secret place of the Most
High.—Heard a faithful sermon from Mr. R.:
I always profit under heart-searching sermons, as
they discover the secret lurkings of nature.
I feel the importance of endeavouring to enlarge the
powers of my mind, since I am accountable to God for
their improvement. I regret, that I have spent
so much time to such little purpose. Whither
shall I go? To whom shall I flee? My heart
says, ‘Mould as thou wilt thy passive clay;’
prepare my work, and by Thy grace helping me, I will
put my neck under Thy yoke. Give me Thy abiding
Spirit, that in my age I may bring forth fruit to Thy
glory; enlarge and fertilize the powers of my mind;
and teach me to cultivate the talents Thou hast given
me. To aid my recollection, I here write them
down: time, health, powers of mind—as
memory, understanding, &c.; powers of body—as
tongue, hands, and feet; money.—I went to
see a dying man, but was denied. However, I knelt
down with his wife, and several others who were present,
feeling deeply concerned for their souls.—My
body is very feeble, yet I wish to be fully resigned
to the will of God, even should I be entirely laid
aside; for,—thank God,—I feel
no disposition to repine at the dealings of providence.
I only regret that I have so little improved my health
and opportunities, for my own benefit and the good
of my fellow-creatures.—Increasing symptoms
of weakness; but the joy of the Lord is my strength:
my soul longs after Him.—To-day I sent
a note to the chapel, to announce that our house would
he open for prayer at two o’clock; earnestly
requesting the praying friends to come, and bring with
them any of their neighbours, who were desirous of
fleeing from the wrath to come. At the appointed
time nine persons came; and while we were united in
prayer, I enjoyed the softening power.”
The cheerful breeze, and sunny ray,
Pour on the earth the sweets of day;
The blushing rose, and lily vie
With the carnation’s deeper dye;
The dappled cloud, and welkin blue,
With lights and shadows ever new,
In language loud to me declare,
Lo! God is here! and God is there!
Here—in His handy work, I see
His wisdom, skill, and majesty;
There—His sublimer glories
shine—
God over all, in all, divine!