The presence of the Lord overshadowed us, and the
woman, who was seeking mercy at the class, was filled
with peace and joy through believing. I felt humbled
under the sense of my own unprofitableness.—I
have found retirement very blessed: the Lord
poured into my soul a heavenly tranquility. I
hope that my visit here will be beneficial to me;
and that I shall learn some lessons from the kind
family, under whose roof I stay: there is such
a sweet submission to each other’s will, and
such a disposition to prefer others to themselves,
as is amiable, and worthy of imitation.—My
inward aspiration is, make me all glorious within,
that from this pure well-spring, all my thoughts and
actions may flow. I enjoy the peace of God, and
for some time past, (to the glory of God I speak it,)
I have had constant intercourse with heaven. My
will is more fully subdued, and I have increasing
power to take up my cross; but the duties of life
press upon me, and I am in danger of being overwhelmed
with care. I thank Thee, O my heavenly Father,
for this discovery; and humbly but confidently, ask
Thy protection from my foe.—A day of unusual
nearness to God:—in the Lord’s house;
in visiting the poor; reading the rules of society;
and social prayer: although dissatisfied with
my performances, I feel I have done what I ought.—My
spiritual strength has been increased by more frequently
engaging in secret prayer. By appointment, I have
daily met two friends at the throne of grace, to intercede
on behalf of our neighbours: this has been made
a blessing to my own soul.—For the first
time, my whole family was assembled at Eastfield; but
who can tell the emotions of my mind, as I gazed on
one and another? I thought unutterable things;
but wisely is the future hidden from our view.
O my God, be Thou their God. I feel
the solemnity of the closing year: its toils
and cares are fled for ever; only its comforts will
be repeated, if I hold fast the blessed hope of everlasting
life.”
NEAR MIDNIGHT.
The year ebbs
apace,
Its
sorrows are gone!
Like one in a
race,
Its
course it hath, run:
Its events, once important, now all disappear,
And time wafts us on to another new year.
Then let us begin,
To
aim at the prize;
Leave earth, self,
and sin,
For
our home in the skies:
Expecting the Bridegroom will shortly
appear,
Let as watch his arrival—the
coming new year.
XIII.
THE REDEMPTION OF THE PROMISE.
“BE NOT AFRAID, ONLY BELIEVE.”—Mark v. 36.