Religion in Earnest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 339 pages of information about Religion in Earnest.

Religion in Earnest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 339 pages of information about Religion in Earnest.

“At the two o’clock class, many were in tears; while others testified of the Lord’s goodness.  We were, as one of the little hills of Zion, refreshed by the dew from above.  In the evening I remained at home, intending, if the way opened, to go and see my cousin Elizabeth, who is very ill.  John is recovering; Eliza is still unwell, but I will leave them in the Lord’s hands.—­A little before six, I left my cousin Elizabeth much better, and happy in God.  She told me that in the night she could scarcely refrain from singing:—­

  ’Here we raise our voices higher,
  Shout in the refiner’s fire,
  Clap our hands amid the flame,
  Glory give to Jesus’ name.’

“On analysing the feelings of my heart, I find a disposition to brood over trifling grievances; this robs my peace, and encourages an unfavourable opinion of those who occasion them.  This is surely some of the filthiness of the spirit from which I must be cleansed:  I feel ashamed of it; Lord, deliver me.—­Have been to see Fanny McD.  She is very ill in body, but when asked respecting her soul, she said, ’I have had a feast to-day while alone with Jesus, my Redeemer.’  She is one of the Lord’s jewels, like Lazarus, enclosed in a casket of rags.  After hearing Mr. Vevers preach from ’we must all appear at the judgment-seat of Christ,’ I dreamt I saw the heavens melting with fervent heat.  I felt no condemnation, but began to pray earnestly.  The impression, which this has made on my mind, has awakened increased earnestness—­A stranger came into the class, who was much affected; gladly would I have travelled in birth for her, until Christ was formed in her heart; but our time was limited, and she went mourning away.  From thence I went to Albion Street School, to converse with some of the children; several of them wept.  In the evening I attended St. John’s Church.  I can enjoy a Gospel ministry in the church, as well as the chapel:  true religion destroys every wall of partition.—­I received a very affecting letter from cousin Penelope.  Elizabeth is in a very afflicted, but happy state.  During the night I have been wakeful, and much drawn out in prayer; but felt reproved for having purchased something which I could have done without.  I acknowledge my weakness.  May the Lord give me a deeper sense of my responsibility, as the steward of His manifold gifts.—­Retired from the bustle of the city to Eastfield House.  I took a walk to the village, and called to see Miss H. on my way to the class-meeting.  We joined in social prayer, when my friend exclaimed, ‘I will believe, I do believe.’  It was a blessed season;—­a time of the breaking of bonds.—­Cousin Samuel came with a gig, to convey me to Sinnington.  I found my dear cousin ready to take her flight to a better world; or as she herself says: 

  ’Gladly would I flee away,
  Loosed from earth, no longer stay.’

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