Deity. Oh let it continually surround me.
Jonathan Saville met my dear little flock; I felt
my own littleness, while he spoke to us.—I
accompanied my husband to Barnbow, to invite Mr. Dawson
to come and preach Dr. McAllum’s funeral sermon;
which he consented to do. To me it was a day
of rich enjoyment, for my soul was happy in God.
I recognized His presence in the heavens above, and
the earth beneath; indeed everything spoke of Him.
I took tea with Mrs. R——n, who desired
me to pay a little attention to the moral and religious
character of her son, resident for a time in York.
O what a responsibility! I write it here that
I may remember.—Mrs. R——n
has come to stay a few days with us. On Tuesday,
we breakfasted with a few praying friends at Mrs.
F.’s. While pleading with God a blessed
influence rested upon all. I felt as if let into
God. What will it be when prayer is turned to
praise? To-day we had another baptism at Miss
C.’s. The same friends were present.
Surely Christian friendship is one soul in many bodies;
who can express the unity?—’Jesus
is bringing lost sinners to God;’ Glory be to
God! I feel it my duty to pay more attention to
my boys; praying for them is not enough. I must
warn, and daily inculcate their duty and privilege.
Lord help me.—I visited Mrs. F., and found
it profitable to converse with an aged saint; we were
comforted together. She said the Lord had sent
me. It is true I prayed for direction, and the
promise is, if we acknowledge Him, He will direct our
steps. Evermore guide me.—Mr. Mortimer
and his brother breakfasted with us. While at
family-prayer the latter, who had backslidden, began
to cry aloud for mercy; the Lord speedily came to
his deliverence, and prayer was turned to praise.—I
went to the Sabbath School tea-meeting; but doubted
whether I was in my proper place. However, I resolved
to send William and John to the School, simply with
the hope that their minds might be impressed with
divine truth.—Thursday. A day devoted
to works of mercy, both to the bodies and souls of
men; in which I prayed to be saved from self, and
directed aright; but how feeble and imperfect my efforts!
I feel myself a poor nothing.—While visiting
Mr. S., who is in a dying state, I was much encouraged.
He has long been a hearer, but neglected to embrace
salvation. While I was pleading for him, he exclaimed,
‘I believe, I believe.’ I saw him
again the next day, and on asking him if he felt Christ
precious, he said, after a short pause, ’Precious,
quite precious.’—I was much affected
by a circumstance related by the Rev. Robert Wood,
of an eminently pious man in ——;
who has not been seen to smile for four years, and
when asked the reason, uniformly replies, ’The
word of God is true; the wages of sin is death; my
son died in his sins, and is now in hell. How
can I be cheerful?’ May this make me more than
ever in earnest in pleading for my sons.—I
am aiming to have a conscience void of offence in
the sight of God and man; but, on examining my doings,