Religion in Earnest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 339 pages of information about Religion in Earnest.

Religion in Earnest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 339 pages of information about Religion in Earnest.
a stiff and precise order reigned through the whole household; but it wanted the charm and life of spiritual feeling.  As the children grew up to maturity, this state of things was destined to be changed by the introduction of a new and unwelcome element, which seriously disturbed the never too profound tranquillity of the old man.  Mary, the youngest child, whose mind had gradually opened to the truth, although so defectively communicated, became deeply convinced of sin under the ministry of Mr. Jackson, the parish clergyman; and so painful and vivid were her views of her miserable condition, that she cried aloud for mercy in the church.  Her father was deeply concerned for her, but, as he was ignorant of spiritual religion, he was utterly at a loss to understand her feelings.  As a last resource he sent for the minister, but with no better result, for he too, frankly confessed that he did not understand the sorrow of which he had been the unwitting occasion.  A specimen of this gentleman’s ability to administer spiritual counsel and direction is recorded in the characteristic autobiography of Richard Burdsall.  “Visiting Mr. Stables in his last illness Mr. Jackson asked him how he did.  Mr. S. replied, ‘Sir, I am a miserable sinner.’  ’Do not say you are a miserable sinner,’ replied the Reverend gentleman, ’for you are a good man.’  Mr. S. answered, ’O, Mr. Jackson, I am a miserable sinner.’  To this the parson replied, ’if you will be a miserable sinner you are like to be a miserable sinner,’ and so came no more.”

Mary was thus left to seek relief and comfort where she could; and having heard of the Methodists, who held a meeting every Sabbath in a house about a mile distant from Harewood, she secretly resolved to attend, if possibly, she might find the hidden peace, which she had hitherto sought in vain.  Here she met with a few humble but sincere persons, who could sympathise with her state of mind; and from whom she received such instruction and encouragement, that, not long after while pleading with God in the secrecy of her chamber, she obtained ’redemption through the blood of Christ, even the forgiveness of sins.’  Much to the chagrin of her father, she now became an avowed Methodist; and was subjected to the petty persecution, which usually awaits the first in a family that embraces vital godliness.  On one occasion, her father locked her out of the house; and, on another, threatened to shoot her, but she remained firm to her profession; until at length, her consistent and steady deportment was rewarded by the conversion of her two brothers, John and William, and also of two of the servants.  The increased displeasure of the old gentleman was signally exhibited.  Afraid lest Elizabeth his eldest daughter should also become a Methodist, he resolved at once to free his house from all possibility of infection.  The two servants were dismissed without ceremony; and the three delinquents banished to a farm, which he had purchased, at Kirkby Overblow,

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