help me!—I rode to the Cemetery to see
the spot where my Eliza lies. Well, a little while,
and I hope to join her among the spirits of the just
made perfect. I proceeded from thence to my brother’s
in Dove Street.—Have been a week in Dove
Street. Through mercy I have been able to rise
every morning at six; and while reading Dr. Clarke’s
Theology, my spiritual strength has been, renewed.
I have enjoyed many blessings from the Lord, and my
time has passed pleasantly, but my poor brother is
very, very infirm. I have called on several friends
in the street, and had the opportunity of praying
in two families.—Latterly, during the night
season, the enemy has afflicted my mind with painful
temptations; but I am not left to myself, the Lord
is my helper.—To-day I was much drawn out
in prayer for one of my grandsons. Surely the
Spirit moved me. After tea, four of my grandsons,
and my daughter, bowed with me before the Lord.
It was a time to be remembered. The Lord drew
near, and I was melted down before Him.—Weak
yet pursuing. My daughter Mary unexpectedly read
to me the words, ’Lo! I am with you alway
even to the end of the world.’ The truth
thrilled through my heart, as a flash of lightning.—Sweet
peace. This evening a stranger, brought by E.F.,
came to converse on spiritual subjects. We prayed
together, and the Lord drew near.—Alone;
but graciously moved by my heavenly Father to pour
out my soul in prayer; I enjoyed sweet access by the
Holy Spirit, on behalf of many dear ones. Glory
be to God, that to a worm He manifests His presence,
and reveals His love. Mary had a note from Richard,
informing us of a change of purpose respecting his
return to England. Well; if they commit their
way unto the Lord, they will not err far. This
shall be my prayer for them, while strength is continued.—Awoke
by a fit of coughing, I heard as if a voice spoke
to me, ‘Union with Jesus gives the power of patience.’
I feel it.—Met the Lord’s people
in great weakness, but with great longing for their
spiritual health. Miss R. read me a letter from
Miss K., informing her of the happy change, which
had taken place in her mind. My soul rejoiced
to hear the news, particularly as she had been for
some time laid upon my mind whenever I approached
the throne of grace.”
“1858.—My John spent a few days with
us. I have enjoyed his company more than ever
before; perhaps I prayed more, that it might be so.
I think I feel more deeply the hallowing influence
of prayer. My soul feeds on Jesus. Glory
be to God for a Saviour.”
While midnight shadows blended,
And nature seem’d to
sleep,
Me, angel watchers tended,
Who always vigil keep;
I felt them hov’ring o’er
me,
Though hidden from my view;
A veil was spread before me,
But is the thought less true?
Watch’d by these heavenly strangers,
‘Who all my paths attend,’
And oft from foes and dangers,
My progress would defend;
O give me circumspection
To guard against the foe,
Then, sure of their protection,
I on to conquest go.