“1857.—Gone! gone! gone!
The empty chair I see,
But
ah! no smile, as once, alights on me.
In
what bright region doth thy spirit rest?
Since
all are living, thou art surely blest.
I
ask no more, the veil will soon remove,
And
I shall come to dwell with thee above.
“Just before I awoke, I dreamed I was reading; and it was written, ’He will receive thee to Himself, and give unto thee a kingdom.’ It was repeated thrice.”
LONE MUSING.
Doth her spirit hover near!
Doth she ever watch o’er
me?
Am I still to her as dear
As when in flesh she cared
for me?
If she now, with wistful eyes,
Strives, unseen, to draw me
higher;
Let me wisdom doubly prize,
More and more to heaven aspire.
Lo! the Spirit and the Bride
Lovingly invite me on,—
Seek my wandering heart to guide
To the Father, through the
Son.
I will answer to the call;
Thou my portion, I Thy child;
Here in self-abasement fall,
Trusting in Thy mercy mild.
“I am glad to hear that in Haxby the Lord has been giving ’showers of blessing.’ Mr. McOwan has given twenty-nine notes on trial. I am the Lord’s prisoner; looking up, yet I feel my lonely position.—It was suggested, ‘I am thy salvation.’ I paused and asked, from what? From the world, sin, self, and thy deadly foes. ‘I am thy salvation,’ from all thy inward evils; pride, unbelief, love of the creature, from every thing contrary to love. This salvation is all mine, through Christ, by faith.—Rose a little after six; very feeble; nearly read through the book of Ezra, and saw how God helps the good in times of difficulty. I feel depressed: Lord,