was requested to visit a good, but poor half-witted
man. He went accordingly, and accosted poor Richard
with the question, ’Do you intend to go to heaven?’
‘Yes,’ he replied, ‘don’t you?’
’But heaven is a long way off,’ said Mr.
Hill. ‘I don’t think so,’ was
the reply. ’Then what do you think?’
‘I think,’ said the man, ‘it is only
three steps.’ ’Well, Richard, what
are they?’ ’The first step is out of self;
the second into Christ; and the third into Glory.’
So Mr. Hill went back, and told his friends that he
had been to preach to Richard, but Richard had preached
to him.—I ventured to speak to a friend,
who sat beside me in the Chapel, about coming to class.
To my surprise, she said she had for some time thought
of speaking to me on the subject. Surely this
was the suggestion of the Spirit. The Crystal
Palace has great attractions just now! I hope
to see the palace of angels and of God.—Quarterly
fast. It was good to be at the prayer-meeting
in the morning; better at noon; best of all at night.—After
a very restless night, my husband rose very poorly
and feeble. I prayed with him before he got up,
and now I feel it good to pray for him.
About noon he had another attack of paralysis, which
lasted about two hours, and at tea time he was seized
again. Through mercy, he is better. By looking
to the Rock that is higher than I, my mind has been
sustained. While kneeling by the bedside of my
afflicted husband, I have been blessed, and found
that as my day so has been my strength.—My
husband and daughter are both better; thanks be to
God! I cannot but acknowledge that He afflicts
in love.—’Because I live ye shall
live also,’ was a portion in one of my dreams
this week. I think of it with pleasure, and believe
it will be so; my heart aspires after this inheritance,
but not with so much fervour as it ought.—I
purpose, God willing, to commence another afternoon
class next Tuesday, at three o’clock, for the
benefit of some who may find it more convenient:
I trust it is with the approval of God, whose blessing
I implore.—The dying year has been marked
by many blessings to me and mine;—much
nearness to my heavenly Father; but it has also seen
many wanderings. I have just now been endeavouring
to surrender myself freely and fully unto the Lord,
whose I am, and whom I desire faithfully to serve.
I seem surrounded by His presence. It is now
eleven o’clock; but how many will depart before
twelve! Happy event to those who are prepared,
having built upon Christ! Here rests my hope:
’Other refuge have I none.’ Glory
be to God on high!”
“1852.—Although I have been suffering from cold, the Lord deals very gently with me. Others of my dear family are now under the rod. These things are painful; but looking at them in the light of eternity, I find love is mingled with them all. Oh! that from these dispensations we may derive all the good our heavenly Father designs. We cannot believe He willingly afflicts the children