in prayer. I asked the young woman if she found
it good, and, though scarcely able to speak, she clasped
her hands and said, ‘Very—very.’
A little after seven the same evening, she expired,
in the bloom of youth.—The President, the
Rev. John Scott, and Dr. Newton came to York to advocate
the cause of education. A tea was provided.
I was one of the Committee, and hoped to have had the
opportunity of hearing those honoured servants of the
Lord; but ah! we are dust. My dear husband, after
rising from dinner, was preparing to go, when he was
seized with an attack of paralysis. (This being the
second). I immediately sent for medical aid, and
the Lord graciously blessed the means, and now, I
hope, the stroke is turned aside. So the purpose
of meeting our friends was frustrated; but this is
for our good. My mind was kept in peace.—Visited
Mary R., who is fast sinking,—she said
with rapture, ‘Jesus is here, Jesus is here.’
I am since informed, that she has triumphed over her
last enemy, waving her hand, and shouting, ’Glory!’—A
very blustering night. Waking a little after
three, I rose to pray, and found the watchful Keeper
of Israel ready to listen to my early cry. I
begged Him, if it pleased Him, to give me sleep, and
wake me at five. I laid down, slept, and when
I awoke, looked at my watch, which was just five minutes
to five. I felt, and still feel my obligations
to the Lord, and am resolved to commit myself to His
guidance.—My birthday. I awoke a little
after three, and arose at half-past four, with these
words upon my mind, ‘Who will consecrate his
services this day unto the Lord?’ My heart responds,
‘I will.’ Yes, Lord, Thou, who seest
the breathing desires of my heart, and only knowest
its wanderings, discover to me if there is any secret
iniquity lurking there. As far as I know, I am
sincere, and would be wholly Thine. My soul is
happy. I am Thine. Saw Mrs. N. again.
When I entered the room she seemed quite exhausted,
but recovering a little said, ’O, I have had
such a deliverance since I saw you! After a severe
struggle with the enemy, I could not help saying aloud,
Bless the Lord, I can believe without a doubt or fear;
I throw myself upon Christ.’ But you will
think me better than I am. I have been a poor
loiterer. I have not let my light shine as I ought.
What did I say?’ ‘I repeated all I could
recollect.’ ‘Yes,’ she said,
’it is all true; give my love to my dear sisters
(meaning her classmates), and tell them to make much
of their religion. I love them all.’—My
mind is solemnly impressed. Death is taking away
my friends on all hands. Well, a little while,
and we shall see the end. May we be blessed as
they are, and as free. Happy am I to learn that
Mrs. N., when conversing with her husband, an hour
or two before her departure, said, ’I shall
soon be with Christ; go to bed, and I will try to go
to sleep.’ She did so, and woke no more,
literally falling asleep in Jesus.—I have
this morning felt depressed with the thought of being