Religion in Earnest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 339 pages of information about Religion in Earnest.

Religion in Earnest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 339 pages of information about Religion in Earnest.
in prayer.  I asked the young woman if she found it good, and, though scarcely able to speak, she clasped her hands and said, ‘Very—­very.’  A little after seven the same evening, she expired, in the bloom of youth.—­The President, the Rev. John Scott, and Dr. Newton came to York to advocate the cause of education.  A tea was provided.  I was one of the Committee, and hoped to have had the opportunity of hearing those honoured servants of the Lord; but ah! we are dust.  My dear husband, after rising from dinner, was preparing to go, when he was seized with an attack of paralysis. (This being the second).  I immediately sent for medical aid, and the Lord graciously blessed the means, and now, I hope, the stroke is turned aside.  So the purpose of meeting our friends was frustrated; but this is for our good.  My mind was kept in peace.—­Visited Mary R., who is fast sinking,—­she said with rapture, ‘Jesus is here, Jesus is here.’  I am since informed, that she has triumphed over her last enemy, waving her hand, and shouting, ’Glory!’—­A very blustering night.  Waking a little after three, I rose to pray, and found the watchful Keeper of Israel ready to listen to my early cry.  I begged Him, if it pleased Him, to give me sleep, and wake me at five.  I laid down, slept, and when I awoke, looked at my watch, which was just five minutes to five.  I felt, and still feel my obligations to the Lord, and am resolved to commit myself to His guidance.—­My birthday.  I awoke a little after three, and arose at half-past four, with these words upon my mind, ‘Who will consecrate his services this day unto the Lord?’ My heart responds, ‘I will.’  Yes, Lord, Thou, who seest the breathing desires of my heart, and only knowest its wanderings, discover to me if there is any secret iniquity lurking there.  As far as I know, I am sincere, and would be wholly Thine.  My soul is happy.  I am Thine.  Saw Mrs. N. again.  When I entered the room she seemed quite exhausted, but recovering a little said, ’O, I have had such a deliverance since I saw you!  After a severe struggle with the enemy, I could not help saying aloud, Bless the Lord, I can believe without a doubt or fear; I throw myself upon Christ.’  But you will think me better than I am.  I have been a poor loiterer.  I have not let my light shine as I ought.  What did I say?’ ‘I repeated all I could recollect.’  ‘Yes,’ she said, ’it is all true; give my love to my dear sisters (meaning her classmates), and tell them to make much of their religion.  I love them all.’—­My mind is solemnly impressed.  Death is taking away my friends on all hands.  Well, a little while, and we shall see the end.  May we be blessed as they are, and as free.  Happy am I to learn that Mrs. N., when conversing with her husband, an hour or two before her departure, said, ’I shall soon be with Christ; go to bed, and I will try to go to sleep.’  She did so, and woke no more, literally falling asleep in Jesus.—­I have this morning felt depressed with the thought of being
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