on opening the word of God, I saw how Ezekiel was
humbled before the Lord for the people of Israel and
Judah.—Being in health, I went forth, praying
for direction and the blessing of God. Some kind
friends gave me twenty-two shillings to help a poor
member. This I took; she received it thankfully.
Visited Mrs. C., she is able to rest in God.
Called on Mr. S., and left ‘Fletcher’s
Address;’ also upon Mrs. D., and left a copy
of the same. O that the Spirit may do his office!
Why do I speak thus? He waits to enter: may
they be willing to yield.—Went to Pocklington
to see Mrs. P. There I met with E. Brookes, Esq.
His private walk bespeaks him a devoted man. I
esteemed it a privilege to lodge under the same roof.
My journey has been blest to both body and soul; having
acknowledged God, my way was made plain, and His presence
has comforted me. I returned home in Mr. B.’s
gig. I had not arrived many minutes, before Miss
H. came to converse on spiritual things; I thought
it providential that I came at the time: but
who is sufficient for these things? O bless the
dear young disciple! Mrs. D. has received good,
indeed her countenance indicated the change.
She told me she purposed commencing family-prayer in
the evening: one mark of genuine conversion.—I
had a very profitable interview with a lady, who came
to converse on divine things. How many opportunities
have I missed, which might have thus been employed
to advantage. ‘My mouth as in the dust
I hide.’
“1835. Able to meet my class: seventeen
present. A fresh member turned in, and appeared
sensible of her lost condition. My soul felt that
painful struggling with the powers of darkness, which
I have often experienced when knelt by the side of
a seeking sinner. As the people withdrew, a little
girl was waiting for me to go and see her mother,
who is much worse. I found her supported in bed
by a neighbour, the perspiration streaming down her
face. She held out her hand to me, and told me
Christ was precious. By-and-bye a whisper was
heard,
‘I’ll praise my Maker while
I’ve breath.’
Her voice failed. While I prayed, angels seemed
hovering around. I said, you do not feel any
doubt; she replied, ’No; I rest upon the promise.’
She died the next day.—My mind was deeply
impressed with the thought of eternity, occasioned
by the sound of the passing bell.
How leaden falls the deep-toned sound!
The heart is with its weight
oppress’d;
A soul has cross’d life’s
narrow bound,
A soul—for ever
lost or blest.
For ever! what a word is this!
Ye careless mortals, be it
known;
In everlasting woe or bliss,
This word, for ever! is your
own.
Momentous thought! I feel it now;
This long eternity is mine:
My soul shall this duration know,—
A quenchless spark of life
divine!