“On my word, Grizel, you seem to have omitted nothing!”
“Ah, but I did,” she cried. “I never told her how much I wanted you to be admirable; I pretended that I despised you merely, and in reality I was wringing my hands with woe every time you did not behave like a god.”
“They will be worn away, Grizel, if you go on doing that.”
“I don’t think so,” she replied, “nor can she think so if she believes half of what I have told her about you since. She knows how you saved the boy’s life. I told her that in the old Lair because she had some harsh memories of you there; and it was at the Cuttle Well that I told her about the glove.”
“And where,” asked Tommy, severely, “did you tell her that you had been mistaken in thinking me jealous of a baby and anxious to be considered a wonder?”
She hid her face for a moment, and then looked up roguishly into his. “I have not told her that yet!” she replied. It was so audacious of her that he took her by the ears.
“If I were vain,” Tommy said reflectively, “I would certainly shake you now. You show a painful want of tact, Grizel, in implying that I am not perfect. Nothing annoys men so much. We can stand anything except that.”
His merriness gladdened her. “They are only little things,” she said, “and I have grown to love them. I know they are flaws; but I love them because——”
“Say because they are mine. You owe me that.”
“No; but because they are weaknesses I don’t have. I have others, but not those, and it is sweet to me to know that you are weak in some matters in which I am strong. It makes me feel that I can be of use to you.”
“Are you insinuating that there are more of them?” Tommy demanded, sitting up.
“You are not very practical,” she responded, “and I am.”
“Go on.”
“And you are—just a little—inclined to be senti——”
“Hush! I don’t allow that word; but you may say, if you choose, that I am sometimes carried away by a too generous impulse.”
“And that it will be my part,” said she, “to seize you by the arm and hold you back. Oh, you will give me a great deal to do! That is one of the things I love you for. It was one of the things I loved my dear Dr. McQueen for.” She looked up suddenly. “I have told him also about you.”
“Lately, Grizel?”
“Yes, in my parlour. It was his parlour, you know, and I had kept nothing from him while he was alive; that is to say, he always knew what I was thinking of, and I like to fancy that he knows still. In the evenings he used to sit in the arm-chair by the fire, and I sat talking or knitting at his feet, and if I ceased to do anything except sit still, looking straight before me, he knew I was thinking the morbid thoughts that had troubled me in the old days at Double Dykes. Without knowing it I sometimes shuddered at those times, and he was distressed. It reminded him of my mamma.”