O Bharata, if vanquished by thee, shall, all of us,
abandoning all our wealth, pass the same period, according
to the same rules. Thus addressed by the prince,
I replied unto him in the midst of all the Kurus,
“So be it!” The wretched game then
commenced. We were vanquished and have been exiled.
It is for this that we are wandering miserably over
different woody regions abounding with discomfort.
Suyodhana, however, still dissatisfied, gave himself
up to anger, and urged the Kurus as also all those
under his sway to express their joy at our calamity.
Having entered into such an agreement in the presence
of all good men, who dareth break it for the sake
of a kingdom on earth? For a respectable person,
I think, even death itself is lighter than the acquisition
of sovereignty by an act of transgression. At
the time of the play, thou hadst desired to burn my
hands. Thou wert prevented by Arjuna, and accordingly
didst only squeeze thy own hands. If thou couldst
do what thou hadst desired, could this calamity befall
us? Conscious of thy prowess, why didst thou
not, O Bhima, say so before we entered into such an
agreement? Overwhelmed with the consequence of
our pledge, and the time itself having passed, what
is the use of thy addressing me these harsh words?
O Bhima, this is my great grief that we could not
do anything even beholding Draupadi persecuted in that
way. My heart burneth as if I have drunk some
poisonous liquid. Having, however, given that
pledge in the midst of the Kuru heroes, I am unable
to violate it now. Wait, O Bhima, for the return
of our better days, like the scatterer of seeds waiting
for the harvest. When one that hath been first
injured, succeedeth in revenging himself upon his foe
at a time when the latter’s enmity hath borne
fruit and flowers, he is regarded to have accomplished
a great thing by his prowess. Such a brave person
earneth undying fame. Such a man obtaineth great
prosperity. His enemies bow down unto him, and
his friends gather round him, like the celestials
clustering round Indra for protection. But know,
O Bhima, my promise can never be untrue. I regard
virtue as superior to life itself and a blessed state
of celestial existence. Kingdom, sons, fame, wealth,—all
these do not come up to even a sixteenth part of truth.’”
SECTION XXXV
“Bhima said, ’O king, unsubstantial as thou art like froth, unstable like a fruit (falling when ripe), dependent on time, and mortal, having entered into an agreement in respect of time, which is infinite and immeasurable, quick like a shaft or flowing like a stream, and carrying everything before it like death itself, how canst regard it as available by thee? How can he, O son of Kunti, wait whose life is shortened every moment, even like a quantity of collyrium that is lessened each time a grain is taken up by the needle? He only whose life is unlimited or who knoweth with certitude what the period