fell into a profound slumber. And, O monarch,
while she slept, Nala, with heart and mind distraught,
could not slumber calmly as before. And reflecting
on the loss of his kingdom, the desertion of his friends,
and his distress in the woods, he thought with himself,
“What availeth my acting thus? And what
if I act not thus? Is death the better for me
now? Or should I desert my wife? She is truly
devoted to me and suffereth this distress for my sake.
Separated from me, she may perchance wander to her
relatives. Devoted as she is to me, if she stayeth
with me, distress will surely be hers; while it is
doubtful, if I desert her. On the other hand,
it is not unlikely that she may even have happiness
some time.” Reflecting upon this repeatedly,
and thinking of it again and again, he concluded,
O monarch, that the desertion of Damayanti was the
best course for him. And he also thought, “Of
high fame and auspicious fortune, and devoted to me,
her husband, she is incapable of being injured by
any one on the way on account of her energy.”
Thus his mind that was influenced by the wicked Kali,
dwelling upon Damayanti, was made up for deserting
her. And then thinking of his own want of clothing,
and of her being clad in a single garment, he intended
to cut off for himself one half of Damayanti’s
attire. And he thought, “How shall I divide
this garment, so that my beloved one may not perceive?”
And thinking of this, the royal Nala began to walk
up and down that shed. And, O Bharata, pacing
thus to and fro, he found a handsome sword lying near
the shed, unsheathed. And that repressor of foes,
having with that sword cut off one half of the cloth,
and throwing the instrument away, left the daughter
of Vidharbha insensible in her sleep and went away.
But his heart failing him, the king of the Nishadhas
returned to the shed, and seeing Damayanti (again),
burst into tears. And he said, “Alas! that
beloved one of mine whom neither the god of wind nor
the sun had seen before, even she sleepeth to-day on
the bare earth, like one forlorn. Clad in this
severed piece of cloth, and lying like one distracted,
how will the beauteous one of luminous smiles behave
when she awaketh? How will the beautiful daughter
of Bhima, devoted to her lord, all alone and separated
from me, wander through these deep woods inhabited
by beasts and serpents? O blessed one, may the
Adityas and the Vasus, and the twin Aswins together
with the Marutas protect thee, thy virtue being thy
best guard.” And addressing thus his dear
wife peerless on earth in beauty, Nala strove to go,
reft of reason by Kali. Departing and still departing,
king Nala returned again and again to that shed, dragged
away by Kali but drawn back by love. And it seemed
as though the heart of the wretched king was rent in
twain, and like a swing, he kept going out from cabin
and coming back into it. At length after lamenting
long and piteously, Nala stupefied and bereft of sense
by Kali went away, forsaking that sleeping wife of
his. Reft of reason through Kali’s touch,
and thinking of his conduct, the king departed in
sorrow, leaving his wife alone in that solitary forest.’”