Your mother, I am sure, would not consent that you should take this office upon you.  It might subject Mr. Hickman to the insults of that violent man.  Mrs. Norton cannot, for several reasons respecting herself.  My brother looks upon what I ought to have as his right.  My uncle Harlowe is already one of my trustees (as my cousin Morden is the other) for the estate my grandfather left me:  but you see I could not get from my own family the few guineas I left behind me at Harlowe-place; and my uncle Antony once threatened to have my grandfather’s will controverted.  My father!—­To be sure, my dear, I could not expect that my father would do all I wish should be done:  and a will to be executed by a father for a daughter, (parts of it, perhaps, absolutely against his own judgment,) carries somewhat daring and prescriptive in the very word.

If indeed my cousin Morden were to come in time, and would undertake this trust—­but even him it might subject to hazards; and the more, as he is a man of great spirit; and as the other man (of as great) looks upon me (unprotected as I have long been) as his property.

Now Mr. Belford, as I have already mentioned, knows every thing that has passed.  He is a man of spirit, and, it seems, as fearless as the other, with more humane qualities.  You don’t know, my dear, what instances of sincere humanity this Mr. Belford has shown, not only on occasion of the cruel arrest, but on several occasions since.  And Mrs. Lovick has taken pains to inquire after his general character; and hears a very good one of him, his justice and generosity in all his concerns of meum and tuum, as they are called:  he has a knowledge of law-matters; and has two executorships upon him at this time, in the discharge of which his honour is unquestioned.

All these reasons have already in a manner determined me to ask this favour of him; although it will have an odd sound with it to make an intimate friend of Mr. Lovelace my executor.

This is certain:  my brother will be more acquiescent a great deal in such a case with the articles of the will, as he will see that it will be to no purpose to controvert some of them, which else, I dare say, he would controvert, or persuade my other friends to do so.  And who would involve an executor in a law-suit, if they could help it?—­Which would be the case, if any body were left, whom my brother could hope to awe or controul; since my father has possession of all, and is absolutely governed by him. [Angry spirits, my dear, as I have often seen, will be overcome by more angry ones, as well as sometimes be disarmed by the meek.]—­Nor would I wish, you may believe, to have effects torn out of my father’s hands:  while Mr. Belford, who is a man of fortune, (and a good economist in his own affairs) would have no interest but to do justice.

Then he exceedingly presses for some occasion to show his readiness to serve me:  and he would be able to manage his violent friend, over whom he has more influence than any other person.