To all of us, yet, I cannot say!  For, O my good Mrs. Norton, you know what a mother’s tenderness for the child of her heart would make her choose, notwithstanding all that child’s faults, rather than lose her for ever!

But I must sail with the tide; my own judgment also joining with the general resentment; or I should make the unhappiness of the more worthy still greater, [my dear Mr. Harlowe’s particularly;] which is already more than enough to make them unhappy for the remainder of their days.  This I know; if I were to oppose the rest, our son would fly out to find this libertine; and who could tell what would be the issue of that with such a man of violence and blood as that Lovelace is known to be?

All I can expect to prevail for her is, that in a week, or so, Mr. Brand may be sent up to inquire privately about her present state and way of life, and to see she is not altogether destitute:  for nothing she writes herself will be regarded.

Her father indeed has, at her earnest request, withdrawn the curse, which, in a passion, he laid upon her, at her first wicked flight from us.  But Miss Howe, [it is a sad thing, Mrs. Norton, to suffer so many ways at once,] had made matters so difficult by her undue liberties with us all, as well by speech in all companies, as by letters written to my Bella, that we could hardly prevail upon him to hear her letter read.

These liberties of Miss Howe with us; the general cry against us abroad wherever we are spoken of; and the visible, and not seldom audible, disrespectfulness, which high and low treat us with to our faces, as we go to and from church, and even at church, (for no where else have we the heart to go,) as if none of us had been regarded but upon her account; and as if she were innocent, we all in fault; are constant aggravations, you must needs think, to the whole family.

She has made my lot heavy, I am sure, that was far from being light before!—­To tell you truth, I am enjoined not to receive any thing of her’s, from any hand, without leave.  Should I therefore gratify my yearnings after her, so far as to receive privately the letter you mention, what would the case be, but to torment myself, without being able to do her good?—­And were it to be known—­Mr. Harlowe is so passionate—­And should it throw his gout into his stomach, as her rash flight did—­Indeed, indeed, I am very unhappy!—­For, O my good woman, she is my child still!—­But unless it were more in my power—­Yet do I long to see the letter—­you say it tells of her present way and circumstances.  The poor child, who ought to be in possession of thousands!—­And will!—­For her father will be a faithful steward for her.—­But it must be in his own way, and at his own time.

And is she really ill?—­so very ill?—­But she ought to sorrow—­she has given a double measure of it.

But does she really believe she shall not long trouble us?—­But, O my Norton!—­She must, she will, long trouble us—­For can she think her death, if we should be deprived of her, will put an end to our afflictions?—­Can it be thought that the fall of such a child will not be regretted by us to the last hour of our lives?