The Country of the Blind, and Other Stories eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 518 pages of information about The Country of the Blind, and Other Stories.

The Country of the Blind, and Other Stories eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 518 pages of information about The Country of the Blind, and Other Stories.
it, swifter than a frightened fish.  It was wonderful to think that upon that unstable, fitful thing depended all the complex motions of the man; that for the next five minutes, therefore, my life hung upon its movements.  And he was growing more and more nervous in his work.  It was as if a little picture of a cut vein grew brighter, and struggled to oust from his brain another picture of a cut falling short of the mark.  He was afraid:  his dread of cutting too little was battling with his dread of cutting too far.

Then, suddenly, like an escape of water from under a lock-gate, a great uprush of horrible realisation set all his thoughts swirling, and simultaneously I perceived that the vein was cut.  He started back with a hoarse exclamation, and I saw the brown-purple blood gather in a swift bead, and run trickling.  He was horrified.  He pitched the red-stained scalpel on to the octagonal table; and instantly both doctors flung themselves upon me, making hasty and ill-conceived efforts to remedy the disaster.  “Ice!” said Mowbray, gasping.  But I knew that I was killed, though my body still clung to me.

I will not describe their belated endeavours to save me, though I perceived every detail.  My perceptions were sharper and swifter than they had ever been in life; my thoughts rushed through my mind with incredible swiftness, but with perfect definition.  I can only compare their crowded clarity to the effects of a reasonable dose of opium.  In a moment it would all be over, and I should be free.  I knew I was immortal, but what would happen I did not know.  Should I drift off presently, like a puff of smoke from a gun, in some kind of half-material body, an attenuated version of my material self?  Should I find myself suddenly among the innumerable hosts of the dead, and know the world about me for the phantasmagoria it had always seemed?  Should I drift to some spiritualistic seance, and there make foolish, incomprehensible attempts to affect a purblind medium?  It was a state of unemotional curiosity, of colourless expectation.  And then I realised a growing stress upon me, a feeling as though some huge human magnet was drawing me upward out of my body.  The stress grew and grew.  I seemed an atom for which monstrous forces were fighting.  For one brief, terrible moment sensation came back to me.  That feeling of falling headlong which comes in nightmares, that feeling a thousand times intensified, that and a black horror swept across my thoughts in a torrent.  Then the two doctors, the naked body with its cut side, the little room, swept away from under me and vanished, as a speck of foam vanishes down an eddy.

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