the grief that even such a dispensation might occasion,
so keen, so overwhelming, that after fourteen long
years his name might not be permitted, even for an
instant, to pass the lips of his bereaved wife?
Was his child to be deprived of the only solace for
his loss, the consolation of cherishing his memory?
Strange, passing strange indeed, and bitter!
At Cherbury the family of Herbert were honoured only
from tradition. Until the arrival of Lady Annabel,
as we have before mentioned, they had not resided
at the hall for more than half a century. There
were no old retainers there from whom Venetia might
glean, without suspicion, the information for which
she panted. Slight, too, as was Venetia’s
experience of society, there were times when she could
not resist the impression that her mother was not
happy; that there was some secret sorrow that weighed
upon her spirit, some grief that gnawed at her heart.
Could it be still the recollection of her lost sire?
Could one so religious, so resigned, so assured of
meeting the lost one in a better world, brood with
a repining soul over the will of her Creator?
Such conduct was entirely at variance with all the
tenets of Lady Annabel. It was not thus she consoled
the bereaved, that she comforted the widow, and solaced
the orphan. Venetia, too, observed everything
and forgot nothing. Not an incident of her earliest
childhood that was not as fresh in her memory as if
it had occurred yesterday. Her memory was naturally
keen; living in solitude, with nothing to distract
it, its impressions never faded away. She had
never forgotten her mother’s tears the day that
she and Plantagenet had visited Marringhurst.
Somehow or other Dr. Masham seemed connected with
this sorrow. Whenever Lady Annabel was most dispirited
it was after an interview with that gentleman; yet
the presence of the Doctor always gave her pleasure,
and he was the most kind-hearted and cheerful of men.
Perhaps, after all, it was only her illusion; perhaps,
after all, it was the memory of her father to which
her mother was devoted, and which occasionally overcame
her; perhaps she ventured to speak of him to Dr. Masham,
though not to her daughter, and this might account
for that occasional agitation which Venetia had observed
at his visits. And yet, and yet, and yet; in vain
she reasoned. There is a strange sympathy which
whispers convictions that no evidence can authorise,
and no arguments dispel. Venetia Herbert, particularly
as she grew older, could not refrain at times from
yielding to the irresistible belief that her existence
was enveloped in some mystery. Mystery too often
presupposes the idea of guilt. Guilt! Who
was guilty? Venetia shuddered at the current of
her own thoughts. She started from the garden
seat in which she had fallen into this dangerous and
painful reverie; flew to her mother, who received
her with smiles; and buried her face in the bosom of
Lady Annabel.