Order, method, severe study, strict religious exercise,
with no amusement or relaxation but of the most simple
and natural character, and with a complete seclusion
from society, altogether formed a system, which, acting
upon a singularly susceptible and gifted nature, secured
the promise in Venetia Herbert, at fourteen years of
age, of an extraordinary woman; a system, however,
against which her lively and somewhat restless mind
might probably have rebelled, had not that system
been so thoroughly imbued with all the melting spell
of maternal affection. It was the inspiration
of this sacred love that hovered like a guardian angel
over the life of Venetia. It roused her from
her morning slumbers with an embrace, it sanctified
her evening pillow with a blessing; it anticipated
the difficulty of the student’s page, and guided
the faltering hand of the hesitating artist; it refreshed
her memory, it modulated her voice; it accompanied
her in the cottage, and knelt by her at the altar.
Marvellous and beautiful is a mother’s love.
And when Venetia, with her strong feelings and enthusiastic
spirit, would look around and mark that a graceful
form and a bright eye were for ever watching over
her wants and wishes, instructing with sweetness,
and soft even with advice, her whole soul rose to
her mother, all thoughts and feelings were concentrated
in that sole existence, and she desired no happier
destiny than to pass through life living in the light
of her mother’s smiles, and clinging with passionate
trust to that beneficent and guardian form.
But with all her quick and profound feelings Venetia
was thoughtful and even shrewd, and when she was alone
her very love for her mother, and her gratitude for
such an ineffable treasure as parental affection,
would force her mind to a subject which at intervals
had haunted her even from her earliest childhood.
Why had she only one parent? What mystery was
this that enveloped that great tie? For that
there was a mystery Venetia felt as assured as that
she was a daughter. By a process which she could
not analyse, her father had become a forbidden subject.
True, Lady Annabel had placed no formal prohibition
upon its mention; nor at her present age was Venetia
one who would be influenced in her conduct by the
bygone and arbitrary intimations of a menial; nevertheless,
that the mention of her father would afford pain to
the being she loved best in the world, was a conviction
which had grown with her years and strengthened with
her strength. Pardonable, natural, even laudable
as was the anxiety of the daughter upon such a subject,
an instinct with which she could not struggle closed
the lips of Venetia for ever upon this topic.
His name was never mentioned, his past existence was
never alluded to. Who was he? That he was
of noble family and great position her name betokened,
and the state in which they lived. He must have
died very early; perhaps even before her mother gave
her birth. A dreadful lot indeed; and yet was