CHAPTER XX.

Venetia passed a restless night.  She was so resolved to be awake in time for Plantagenet’s departure, that she could not sleep; and at length, towards morning, fell, from exhaustion, into a light slumber, from which she sprang up convulsively, roused by the sound of the wheels of the postchaise.  She looked out of her window, and saw the servant strapping on the portmanteaus.  Shortly after this she heard Plantagenet’s step in the vestibule; he passed her room, and proceeded to her mother’s dressing-room, at the door of which she heard him knock, and then there was silence.

‘You are in good time,’ said Lady Annabel, who was seated in an easy chair when Plantagenet entered her room.  ‘Is the Doctor up?’

‘He is breakfasting.’

‘And have you breakfasted?’

‘I have no appetite.’

’You should take something, my child, before you go.  Now, come hither, my dear Plantagenet,’ she said, extending her hand; ’listen to me, one word.  When you arrive in London, you will go to your guardian’s.  He is a great man, and I believe a very good one, and the law and your father’s will have placed him in the position of a parent to you.  You must therefore love, honour, and obey him; and I doubt not he will deserve all your affection, respect, and duty.  Whatever he desires or counsels you will perform, and follow.  So long as you act according to his wishes, you cannot be wrong.  But, my dear Plantagenet, if by any chance it ever happens, for strange things sometimes happen in this world, that you are in trouble and require a friend, remember that Cherbury is also your home; the home of your heart, if not of the law; and that not merely from my own love for you, but because I promised your poor mother on her death-bed, I esteem myself morally, although not legally, in the light of a parent to you.  You will find Eton a great change; you will experience many trials and temptations; but you will triumph over and withstand them all, if you will attend to these few directions.  Fear God; morning and night let nothing induce you ever to omit your prayers to Him; you will find that praying will make you happy.  Obey your superiors; always treat your masters with respect.  Ever speak the truth.  So long as you adhere to this rule, you never can be involved in any serious misfortune.  A deviation from truth is, in general, the foundation of all misery.  Be kind to your companions, but be firm.  Do not be laughed into doing that which you know to be wrong.  Be modest and humble, but ever respect yourself.  Remember who you are, and also that it is your duty to excel.  Providence has given you a great lot.  Think ever that you are born to perform great duties.

‘God bless you, Plantagenet!’ she continued, after a slight pause, with a faltering voice, ’God bless you, my sweet child.  And God will bless you if you remember Him.  Try also to remember us,’ she added, as she embraced him, and placed in his hand Venetia’s well-lined purse.  ’Do not forget Cherbury and all it contains; hearts that love you dearly, and will pray ever for your welfare.’