first time that an open boat, with its sails set,
had passed more than an hour before the squall commenced.
From Sarzana he hastened on to Lavenza, a little port,
the nearest sea-point to Massa, and where the Carrara
marble is shipped for England. Here also his
inquiries were fruitless, and, exhausted by his exertions,
he dismounted and rested at the inn, not only for
repose, but to consider over the course which he should
now pursue. The boat had not been seen off Lavenza,
and the idea that they had made the coast towards
Leghorn now occurred to him. His horse was so
wearied that he was obliged to stop some time at Lavenza,
for he could procure no other mode of conveyance;
the night also was fast coming on, and to proceed
to Leghorn by this dangerous route at this hour was
impossible. At Lavenza therefore he remained,
resolved to hasten to Leghorn at break of day.
This was a most awful night. Although physically
exhausted, Captain Cadurcis could not sleep, and, after
some vain efforts, he quitted his restless bed on which
he had laid down without undressing, and walked forth
to the harbour. Between anxiety for Herbert and
his cousin, and for the unhappy women whom he had
left behind, he was nearly distracted. He gazed
on the sea, as if some sail in sight might give him
a chance of hope. His professional experience
assured him of all the danger of the squall. He
could not conceive how an open boat could live in
such a sea, and an instant return to port so soon
as the squall commenced, appeared the only chance
of its salvation. Could they have reached Leghorn?
It seemed impossible. There was no hope they
could now be at Sarzana, or Lerici. When he contemplated
the full contingency of what might have occurred,
his mind wandered, and refused to comprehend the possibility
of the terrible conclusion. He thought the morning
would never break.
There was a cavernous rock by the seashore, that jutted
into the water like a small craggy promontory.
Captain Cadurcis climbed to its top, and then descending,
reclined himself upon an inferior portion of it, which
formed a natural couch with the wave on each side.
There, lying at his length, he gazed upon the moon
and stars whose brightness he thought would never
dim. The Mediterranean is a tideless sea, but
the swell of the waves, which still set in to the
shore, bore occasionally masses of sea-weed and other
marine formations, and deposited them around him,
plashing, as it broke against the shore, with a melancholy
and monotonous sound. The abstraction of the scene,
the hour, and the surrounding circumstances brought,
however, no refreshment to the exhausted spirit of
George Cadurcis. He could not think, indeed he
did not dare to think; but the villa of the Apennines
and the open boat in the squall flitted continually
before him. His mind was feeble though excited,
and he fell into a restless and yet unmeaning reverie.
As long as he had been in action, as long as he had
been hurrying along the coast, the excitement of motion,
the constant exercise of his senses, had relieved
or distracted the intolerable suspense. But this
pause, this inevitable pause, overwhelmed him.
It oppressed his spirit like eternity. And yet
what might the morning bring? He almost wished
that he might remain for ever on this rock watching
the moon and stars, and that the life of the world
might never recommence.