covered, not with glory, but with dust, galloping towards
the town! I heard the gates close against them,
and saw them scamper over the plain towards Lacken.
The mob increased; their shrieks of terror rent the
air,—“Les Francois sont ici!
Ils s’emparent de la porte de la ville!”
mingled with the cries of the women, and with those
of my little household, who all rushed into my chamber,
expecting me to save them. In the midst of this
terror, I heard the well-known voice of the commander
of the town, Colonel Jones, vociferating with all the
energy and passion of a Welchman. In my distraction,
I ran out to him; he
stormed, and explained
in no gentle terms, that it was a false alarm, caused
by the
sudden nervous affection of the troop
of Belgians I had seen in flight. He commanded
me to quit my house, and kindly sent me a carriage
to secure my entrance into the town. We were
cheered in the hurry of quitting our rural abode, by
the arrival of some thousands of British troops; many
of the poor fellows, heated and languid, entered asking
for water to quench their thirst. From them I
learnt that they had returned to England from America,
and, without being permitted to land, were immediately
ordered to Ostend. I felt what might be their
influence on the fate of that day, and selfishly partook
of their impatience to arrive on the field of battle.
The whole of Saturday we believed the battle lost;
and
there are those who think that it
was,
but for the mysterious conduct of Grouchy, or
the treason of the estafettes sent to summon him to
advance.
The English families continued to fly towards Ostend:
the roads and inns were crowded; the living bewailing
their temerity, close to the chambers of the dead!
Your brother and sister were at Antwerp, in the next
room to the unfortunate Duc de Brunswick. The
awful hours passed tardily with me, in pangs for the
soldier and his chiefs. On Saturday the 17th,
to add to the accumulating horrors of our critical
situation, the very elements vented forth their wrath,
in the most tremendous thunder and lightning; the
rain poured in torrents; all nature was at fearful
strife, and God’s anger was apparent; for it
seemed as if the very heavens were warring against
man’s quarrel; and in my agony I exclaimed with
Macbeth—
“’Twas a rough night—”
as I listened to the pelting storm, crouching on a
mattress by the side of my weeping emigree,
imploring me for words of comfort. Towards morning
the rain abated, but gloomy clouds ushered in that
eventful day. At two o’clock I dined with
Monsieur D’H——, whose daughter-in-law,
la Comtesse de P——’s first-born
son, had seen the light of this world only a few hours
before—while at dinner, the servants rushed
into the room in disorder, exclaiming, “All is
over!” A detachment of dragoons, which passed
a few hours ago to join the enemy, are returned!
We rose precipitately; Mr. D’H——
took a key from a drawer, and commanded us to follow