The suffering of a captive’s lot;
My Georgian mother’s daring flight;
The day’s concealment, march by night;
Her death, when, touching Christian ground,
They deem’d repose and safety found:
How, on his arm, by night and day,
I, then a happy infant, lay,
And taught him not to mourn, but pray.
How, when, at length, he reach’d his home,
His heart foretold a gentle doom;
With tears of fondness in his eyes,
Hoping to cause a glad surprize;
Full of submission, pondering o’er
What he too lightly priz’d before;
The curse with tenfold vengeance fell.—
Those who had lov’d him once so well,
In whose indulgence perfect trust
Had still been wise, though most unjust,
Were in the grave!—Their hearts were cold!
His penitence might still be told—
Told to the winds! for few would hear,
Or, hearing, deem that tale sincere
His patrimony’s lord denied,
Who, hardening in possession’s pride,
Affirm’d the rightful owner died.
“A victim
from devouring strife,
And slavery, return’d
with life;
Possessions, honours, parents
gone,
The very hand that urg’d
him on,
Now, by its stern repelling,
tore
The veil that former falsehood
wore!
“When he first bar’d
his heart before thy view,
Told all its inmost beatings—told
them true;
Nay, e’en the pulse,
the secret, trembling thrill,
On which the slightest touch
alone would trill [Errata: kill];
While thou, with secret aim,
collected art,
Didst wind around that bold,
confiding heart,
And, in its warm and healthful
breathings fling
A subtle poison, and a deadly
sting!
“Where shall we else
so fell a traitor find?
The wilful, hard misleader
of the blind
And what can be the soul-perverter’s
meed,
Plotting to lure his friend
to such a deed,
As made self-hatred on the
conscience lay
That heavy weight she never
moves away?
O! where the good man’s
inner barriers close
’Gainst the world’s
cruel judgments, and his foes
Enfolding truth, and prayer,
and soul’s repose,
Thine is a mournful numbness,
or a din,
For many strong accusers lurk
within!
“And, since this fatal
period, in thine eyes
A shrewd and unrelaxing witness
lies;
While, on the specious language
of the tongue,
Deceit has hateful, warning
accents hung;
And outrag’d nature,
struggling with a smile,
Announces nought but discontent
and guile;
Each trace of fair, auspicious
meaning flown,
All that makes man by man
belov’d and known.
Silence, indignant thought!
forego thy sway!
Silence! and let me measure
on my way!