Meanwhile the
murmurings died away
Which spake impatience of
delay:
A pitying wonder, new and
kind,
Arose in each beholder’s
mind:
They saw no scorn
to meet reproof,
No arrogance to
keep aloof;
Her air absorb’d,
her sadden’d mien,
Combin’d
the mourning, captive queen,
With her
who at the altar stands
To raise aloft
her spotless hands,
In meek and persevering
prayer,
For such as falter
in despair.
All that was smiling,
bright, and gay,
Youth’s
show of triumph during May,
Its roseate crown,
was snatch’d away!
Yet sorrows, which had come
so soon,
Like tender morning
dew repos’d,
O’er hope
and joy as softly clos’d
As moist clouds on the light
at noon.
Opprest by some
heart-withering pang,
Upon her harp she seem’d
to hang
Awhile o’erpower’d—then
faintly sang:
“Demand
no lay of long-past times;
Of foreign loves, or foreign
crimes;
Demand no visions which arise
To Rapture’s eager,
tearless eyes!
Those who can travel far,
I ween,
Whose strength can reach a
distant scene,
And measure o’er large
space of ground,
Have not, like me, a deadly
wound!
Near home, perforce, alas,
I stray,
Perforce pursue my destin’d
way,
Through scenes where all my
trouble grows,
And where alone remembrance
flows.
Like evening swallows, still
my wings
Float round in low, perpetual
rings;
But never fold the plume for
rest
One moment in the tranquil
nest;
And have no strength to reach
the skies,
No power, no hope, no wish
to rise!
“Blame me not, Fancy,
if I now restrain
Thy wandering
footsteps, now thy wings confine;
Tis the decree
of Fate,—it is not mine!
For I would let
thee free and widely stray—
Would follow gladly,
tend thee on thy way,
And never of the devious track
complain,
Never thy wild and sportive
flights disdain!
Though reasonless
those graceful moods may be,
They still, alas!
were passing sweet to me.
“Unhappy that I am,
compell’d to bind
This murmuring
captive! one who ever strove
By each endearing
art to win my love;
Who, ever unoffending,
ever bright,
Danc’d in
my view, and pleas’d me to delight!
She scatter’d showers
of lilies on my mind;
For, oh! so fair, so fresh,
and so refin’d,
Her child-like
offerings, without thorns to pain,
Without one canker’d
wound, or earthly stain.
“And, darling!
as my trembling fingers twine
Those fetters
round thee, they are wet with tears!
For the sweet
playmate of my early years
I cannot thus afflict, nor
thus resign