Still in my life’s young summer see
A far and weary path to thee!
Along whose wild and desert way
No sportive tribes of fancy play;
No smiles that to the lips arise,
No joys to sparkle in the eyes;—
No thrills of tenderness to feel,
No spring of hope, no touch of zeal.
All sources of heart-feeling stopt,
All impulse, all sustainment dropt.
With aching memory, sinking mind,
Through this drear wilderness to find
The path to death;—and pining, roam
Myriads of steps to reach the tomb!
Of which to catch a distant view,
The softest line, the faintest hue,
As symbol when I should be free,
Were happiness too great for me!”
Here clos’d at once,
abrupt, the lay!
The Minstrel’s fingers
ceas’d to play!
And, all her soul to anguish
given,
Doubted the pitying care of
Heaven.
But evil, in its worst extreme,
In its most dire,
impending hour,
Shall vanish, like a hideous
dream,
And leave no traces
of its power!
The vessel plunging on a rock,
Wreck threatening
in its fellest shape,
No moment’s respite
from the shock,
No human means
or power to ’scape,
Some higher-swelling surge
shall free,
And lift and launch into the
sea!
So, Marie, yet shall aid divine
Restore that failing heart
of thine!
Though to its centre wounded,
griev’d,
Though deeply, utterly bereav’d.
There genial warmth shall
yet reside,
There swiftly flow the healthful
tide;
And every languid, closing
vein,
Drink healing and delight
again!
At present all around her
fades,
Her listless ear no sound
pervades.
Her senses, wearied and distraught,
Perceive not how the stream
of thought,
Rising from her distressful
song,
In hurrying tide has swept
along,
With startling and resistless
swell,
The panic-stricken Isabel!
Who—falling at
her father’s feet,
Like the most
lowly suppliant, kneels;
And, with imploring voice,
unmeet
For one so fondly
lov’d, appeals.—
“Those looks have been
to me a law,
And solely by
indulgence bought,
With zeal intense, with deepest
awe,
A self-devoted
slave, I caught
My highest transport from
thy smile;
And studied hourly to beguile
The lightest cloud of grief
or care
I saw those gracious features
wear!
If aught induced me to divine
A hope was opposite to thine,
My fancy paus’d, however
gay;
My silent wishes sunk away!
Displeasure I have never seen,
But sickness has subdued thy
mien;
When, lingering near, I still
have tried
To cheer thee,
and thou didst approve;