If, when remov’d beyond our eye,
All faith in heaven’s protection die,
Can all our tenderness atone
For ills which spring from that alone?’
My fancy rush’d the pause between—
’What can this fearful prelude mean?
Art thou but seeking some pretence,
So lately met! to send me hence?
Believ’st thou terrors will not shake,
Nor doubts distract, nor fears awake,
In absence? when no power, no charm,
Can grant a respite from alarm!
Unreal evils manifold,
Often and differently told,
Scaring repose, each instant rise,
False, but the cause of tears and sighs.
How often I should see thee bleed!
New terrors would the past succeed,
With not a smile to intervene
Of fair security between!’
“’No,
Marie, no! my wife shall share
With me the trials soldiers
bear:
No longer and no more we part.—–
Thy presence needful to my
heart
I now more evidently know;
Making the careful moments
flow
To happy music! on my brow
The iron casque
shall lighter prove,—
The corslet softer on my breast,
The shield upon my arm shall
rest
More easy, when
the hand of love
There places them. Our
succours soon
Arrive; and then, whatever
boon
I shall think fitting to demand,
My gracious monarch’s
bounteous hand
Awards as guerdon for my charge,
And bids my wishes roam at
large.
Then if we from these rebels
tear
The traitor honours which
they wear,
Thy father’s tides and
domain
Shall flourish in his line
again!
And Marie’s child, in
time to come,
Shall call his grandsire’s
castle, home!
Alas! poor babe! the scenes
of war
For him too harsh and frightful
are!
Would that he might in safety
rest
Upon my gentle mother’s
breast!
That in the vessel now at
bay,
In Hugh de Lacy’s care
he lay!
My heart and reason would
be free,
If he were safe beyond the
sea.
“’Nay,
let me not my love displease!
But is it fit, that walls
like these
The blooming cherub should
inclose!
And when our close approaching
foes
Are skirmishing the country
o’er,
We must adventure forth no
more.’
“At length
I gave a half consent,
Resign’d, submissive,
not content:
For, only in intensest prayer,
For, only kneeling did I dare,
Sustaining thus my sinking
heart,
Suffer my infant to depart.
Oh! yet I see his sparkling
tears;
His parting cries are in my
ears,
As, strongly bending back
the head,
The little hands imploring
spread,
Him from my blinding sight
they bore,
Down from the fort along the
shore.