The growing mind becomes, at length,
Healthy and firm in moral strength;
Allows no parley and no plea,
The sources of its actions free,
They spring strait forward, to a goal
Which bounds, surmounts, and crowns the whole!
Ye seek not to allay such force,
To interrupt so bold a course!
What were the use of minds like these,
That will not on occasion seize,
Nor stoop to aid the dark design,
Nor follow in the devious line?
As soon, in the close twisted brake,
Could lions track the smooth, still snake,
As they the sinuous path pursue
Which policy may point to you!
Nay, menace not with eyes, my lords!
Ye could not fright me with your swords.
“E’en threats
to punish, and to kill
With tortures
difficult to bear,
Seem as they would not higher
fill
The measure of
my own despair!
“Such terrors could
not veil the hand
Now pointing to
my husband’s bier;
Nor could such pangs a groan
command
The childless
mother should not hear!
“All now is chang’d!
all contest o’er,
Here sea-girt England
reigns no more;
And if your oaths are bound
as fast,
And kept more strictly than
the last,
Ye may, perchance, behold
the time
Service to her becomes a crime!
“The troubles calling
Eustace o’er,
Refresh’d my eyes, my
heart, once more;
And when I gave, with pleasure
wild,
Into his circling arms our
child,
I seem’d to hold, all
evil past,
My happiness secure at last;
But found, too soon, in every
look,
In every pondering word he
spoke,
Receding thought, mysterious
aim:
As I did all his pity claim.
A watchfulness almost to fear
Did in each cautious glance
appear.
And still I sought to fix
his eye,
“And read
the fate impending there,—
In vain; for it refus’d
reply.
“’Canst
thou not for a moment bear
Even thy Marie’s look,’
I cried,
‘More dear than all
the world beside?’
He answer’d,’
Do not thou upbraid!
And blame me not, if thus
afraid
A needful, dear request to
make.
One painful only for thy sake,
I hesitate, and dread to speak,
Seeing that flush upon thy
cheek,
That shrinking, apprehensive
air.—
Oh! born with me some ills
to share,
But many years of future bliss,
Of real, tranquil happiness;
I may not think that thou
wouldst choose
This prospect pettishly to
lose
For self-indulgence!
Understood,
Love is the seeking others’
good.
If we can ne’er resign
delight,
Nor lose its object from our
sight;
And only present dangers brave,
That which we dearest hold