“To him,
with warm affections crost,
Who, owning happiness was
lost,
Had said, ’Dear maiden,
were I free,
They would not let me think
of thee;
The only one who on my sight
Breaks lovely as the morning
light;
Whom my heart bounding springs
to greet,
Seeks not, but always hopes
to meet;
With eager joy unlocks its
store,
Yet ever pines to tell thee
more!’
To him, should feign’d
indifference bring
A killing scorn, a taunting
sting?
To Osvalde, drooping and forlorn,
A flower fast
fading on the stem,
All exultation seem’d
like scorn,
For what was hope
and joy to them?
As with awakening judgment
came
These feelings of remorse
and shame,
With the throng’d crowd,
the bustling scene,
Did deep abstractions intervene,
O’er yielding effort
holding sway,
As, humbled, I pursued my
way.
“The festive
flowers, the incens’d air,
The altar taper’s reddening
glare;
The pausing, slow-advancing
pair,
Her fainter, his most watchful
air;
The vaulted pile, the solemn
rite,
Impress’d, then languish’d
on my sight;
And all my being was resign’d
To that strong ordeal, where
the mind,
Summon’d before a heavenly
throne,
Howe’er surrounded,
feels alone.
When, bow’d in dust
all earthly pride,
All earthly power and threats
defied,
Mortal opinion stands as nought
In the clear’d atmosphere
of thought;
And selfish care, and worldly
thrall,
And mean repining, vanish
all.
When prayers are pour’d
to God above,
His eyes send forth their
beams of love;
Darkness forsakes our mental
sky,
And, demon-like, our passions
fly.
The holy presence, by its
stay
Drives failings, fears, and
woes away;
Refines, exalts, our nature
draws
To share its own eternal laws
Of pure benevolence and rest,
The future portion of the
blest—
Their constant portion!
Soon this flow
Of life I lost—recall’d
below:
From prayers for them recall’d.
Around,
A sudden rush, of fearful
sound,
Smote on my ear; of voices
crying,
’The bride, the Lady
Osvalde dying!
Give place! make room!’
the hurrying press
Eustace alarm’d; and,
in distress,
Calling for air, and through
the crowd
Which an impeded way allow’d,
Forcing slow progress; bearing
on
Her pallid form; when, wholly
gone
You might have deem’d
her mortal breath,
Cold, languid, motionless
as death,
I saw before my eyes advance,
And ’woke, astounded,
from my trance.