“In Osvalde’s
porch, where, full in bloom,
The jasmine spread its rich
perfume;
And, in thick clustering masses,
strove
To hide the arch of stone
above;
While many a long and drooping
spray
Wav’d up, and lash’d
the air in play;
Was I ordain’d my harp
to place,
The pair with bridal strains
to grace.
“The royal
will,—and what beside?
O! what I since have lost,—my
pride,
Forbade the wonted song to
fail:
I met him with a cheerful
hail.
I taught my looks, my lips,
to feign
I bade my hand its task sustain;
And when he came to seek the
bride,
Her rival thus, unfaltering,
cried:—
“’Approach! approach,
thou gallant knight!
England’s first champion
in the fight,
Of grace and courtesy the
flower,
Approach the high-born Osvalde’s
bower!
And forth let manly valour
bring
Youth’s timid meekness,
beauty’s spring!
“’Thou darling
of a vassal host,
Thy parents’ stay, thy
kinsman’s boast;
Thou favourite in a monarch’s
eyes,
Whose gracious hand awards
the prize;
Thee does the brightest lot
betide,
The best domain, the fairest
bride!’
“Mine sunk
beneath the mournful look
Which glanc’d disdainful
as I spoke;
And, when his step past hurrying
by,
And when I heard his struggling
sigh,
A moment on my quailing tongue
The speech constrain’d
of welcome hung;
But in the harp’s continuous
sound
My wandering thoughts I quickly
found.
“’Haste
on! and here thy duteous train
In rapt expectance shall remain;
Till, with thee, brilliant
as a gem
Set in a kingdom’s diadem,
Thy lovely mistress shall
appear!
O! hasten! we await thee here!’
“Again did
that upbraiding eye
Check my false strain in passing
by;
And its concentred meaning
fell
Into my soul:—It
was not well
To triumph thus, though but
in show;
To chant the lay
that joyance spoke,
To wear the gay
and careless look.—
The ardent and the tender
know
What pain those self-reproaches
brought,
When conscience took the reins
of thought
Into her hand, avenging more
All that she seem’d
to prompt before.
O tyrant! from whose stern
command
No act of mine
was ever free,
How oft wouldst thou a censor
stand
For what I did
to pleasure thee!
The well-propp’d courage
of my look,
The sportive language,
airy tone,
To wounded love and pride
bespoke
A selfish hardness
not my own!
And only lulling secret pain,
I seem’d to fling around
disdain.