“Yet we
should do fair Osvalde wrong
To class her with the circling
throng:
Her mind was like a gentle
sprite,
Whose wings, though aptly
form’d for flight,
From cowardice are seldom
spread;
Who folds the arms, and droops
the head;
Stealing, in pilgrim guise
along,
With needless
staff, and vestment grey,
It scarcely trills a vesper
song
Monotonous at
close of day.
Cross but its path, demanding
aught,
E’en what its pensive
mistress sought,
Though forward welcoming she
hied,
And its quick footstep glanc’d
aside.
“Restraint,
alarms, and solitude,
Her early courage had subdu’d;
Fetter’d her movements,
looks, and tongue,
While on her heart more weighty
hung
Each griev’d resentment,
doubt, and pain,
Each dread of anger or disdain.
A deeper sorrow also lent
The sharpen’d pang of
discontent;
For unconceal’d attachment
prov’d
Destructive to the man she
lov’d.
“Owning,
like her, an orphan’s doom,
He had not that prescriptive
home
Which wealth and royal sanction
buys;
No powerful friends, nor tender
ties;—
No claims, save former promise
given,
Whose only witness was in
heaven;
And promise takes a slender
hold,
Where all is selfish, dull,
and cold.
“Slowly
that bloomless favour grew,
Before his stern protectors
knew
The secret which arous’d
disdain.
Declaring that he did but
feign,
They, in unpitying vengeance,
hurl’d
A sister’s offspring
on the world.
Thus outrag’d, pride’s
corroding smart,
The fever of a throbbing heart,
Impell’d him first to
wander round,
And soon to leap that barrier
ground,
And seek the arch’d,
embowering way,
In which her steps were wont
to stray.
“No sleep
his heavy eyes could close,
Nor restless memory find repose,
Nor hope a plan on which to
rest,
In the wild tumult of a breast
With warring passions deeply
fraught.
To see her was his only thought;
Feel once again the tones
that sprung
So oft to that endearing tongue,
Flow on his heart; desponding,
faint,
But too indignant for complaint;
Say how completely he resign’d
All former influence o’er
her mind,
Where it was better to destroy
Each vestige of their days
of joy.
To breathe her name he would
not dare,
Except in solitude and prayer!
’Beyond belief I love,
adore,
But never will behold thee
more!’
Thus thinking o’er each
purpose high,
Tears gather’d blinding
in his eye;
And bitter, uncontroul’d
regret
Exclaim’d, ‘Why
have we ever met?’