“The prayer of him whose
holy tongue
Had never yet
exceeded truth!
Upon whose guardian care had
hung
The whole dependence
of thy youth!
“Who, noble, dauntless,
frank and mild,
Was, for his very
goodness, fear’d;
Belov’d with fondness
like a child,
And like a blessed
saint rever’d!
“I have known friends—but
who can feel
The kindness such
a father knew?
I serv’d him still with
tender zeal,
But knew not then
how much was due!
“And did not Providence
ordain
That we should
soon be laid as low,
No heart could such a stroke
sustain,—
No reason could
survive the blow!
“After that fatal trial
came,
The world no longer was the
same.
I still had pleasures:—who
could live
Without the healing aid they
give?
But, as a plant surcharg’d
with rain,
When radiant sunshine comes
again,
Just wakes from a benumbing
trance,
I caught a feverish, fitful
glance.
The dove, that for a weary
time
Had mourn’d the rigour
of the clime,
And, with its head beneath
its wing,
Awaited a more genial spring,
Went forth again to search
around,
And some few leaves of olive
found,
But not a bower which could
impart
Its interchange
of light and shade;
Not that soft down, to warm
the heart,
Of which her former
nest was made.
Smooth were the waves, the
ether clear,
Yet all was desert, cold,
and drear!
“Affection,
o’er thy clouded sky
In flocks the birds of omen
fly;
And oft the wandering harpy,
Care,
Must thy delicious viands
share:
But all the soul’s interior
light,
All that is soothing, sweet,
and bright,
All fragrance, softness, colour,
glow,
To thee, as to the sun, we
owe!
“Years past
away! swift, varied years!
I learnt the luxury of tears;
And all the orphan’s
wretched lot,
’Midst those she pleas’d
and serv’d, forgot.
“By turns applauded
and despis’d,
Till one appear’d who
duly priz’d;
Bound round my heart a welcome
chain,
And earthward lur’d
its hopes again;
When, careless of all worldly
weal,
By Fancy only taught to feel,
My raptur’d spirit soar’d
on high,
With momentary power to fly;
Or sang its deep, indignant
moan,
With swells of anguish, when
alone.
“Yet lovely dreams could
I evoke
Of future happiness
and fame—
I did not bow to kiss the
yoke,
But welcom’d
every joy that came.
“Often would self-complacence
spread
Harmonious halos round my
head;
And all my being own’d
awhile
The warm diffusion of her
smile.
“One morn
they call’d me forth to sing
Fore our then liege, the English
king.
Thy guest, my Lord de Semonville,
His gracious presence was
the seal
Of favour to a servant true,
To boasted faith and fealty
due!